love hurts. (completed)

keeping secrets

"Fergal."

I groaned as I searched for his hand with my eyes still shut.

"I'm right here baby."

He said as he kissed my hand.

"My head hurts."

I whimpered as I rubbed my head.

"I'll ask the nurse if you can have something for that."

Fergal said as he stood up and walked out of the room. I closed my eyes for second until I heard a knock at the door.

"Hey sleepy."

Will said as he walked into the room.

"Hey. Have you gotten to hold the twins yet?"

I asked him.

"Nope."

He said as I looked over at Ashton and Addison in their little cots beside my bed.

"Here, you can hold Addie."

I said as I picked her up and placed her in Will's arms.

"My little princess. Wow, I'm totally speechless. She's perfect. I never thought I'd had my own little girl or any kids for that matter."

Will said as he rocked Addison. That's when Fergal came into the room and stopped dead in his tracks in the doorway.

"What's he doing in here?"

Fergal asked as he looked at Will.

"He's just holding the twins for the first time."

I said as I sighed.

"Fine. Here you go."

Fergal said as he placed a couple of pain pills into my hand.

"Thank you. I love you."

I said as I kissed him.

Fergal's POV

I stared at Will as my stomach turned. I didn't want him anywhere near Pam or the twins but Pam didn't remember anything Will did to her and I didn't want to be the one to break the news to her.

I haven't told her about what Will said about her before I punched him a couple months ago and I don't know if I could tell her about this.

"I love you so much."

I said as I wrapped my arms tight around Pam. I never, ever wanted to let go.