love hurts. (completed)

please don't leave me

"Good morning angel."

Fergal said as he placed a kiss on my lips.

"Morning. And good morning to you angel face."

I said to Dani as I picked her up out of Fergal's arms.

"Kids are off to school. Gabriella was grumpy because she got no sleep but I told her that that's the perks of being a mum."

Fergal said as I laughed.

"Your Mommy will be fine when she comes home and sees you."

I said as I smiled at Dani.

"Okay, time for Miss Daniella to eat."

Fergal said as he picked her up out of my arms and started feeding her. He walked down to the nursery with her and I heard a knock at the door.  I opened the door and my jaw immediately dropped.

It's the guy from the bar. The guy that got me fucking pregnant.

"Um, can I help you?"

I asked him as my whole body started shaking.

"Um, are you Pamela?"

"Yeah."

I said as I bit my lip.

"I'm Will. I don't know if you remember me but we sorta had that one night stand at the bar a couple months ago."

"Yeah, I remember. Can I help you with something?"

"Um, my sister is your OBGYN. She knows you as Bayley so she told me about seeing you. Then I put it all together. You're pregnant with my child and I wanna be apart of it's life. Please, can I come in and talk to you at least?"

Will asked me.

"Yeah just...let me get my boyfriend. Make yourself comfortable."

I said as I led him into the living room. I walked down to the nursery as my hands were shaking.

"Um, Fergal?"

I asked him.

"What's wrong babe?"

He asked me as he looked at my shaky hands.

"The baby's dad is here. The guy from the one night stand is in our living room."

I said as tears started forming in my eyes.

"What?! How could you just let a random man into our house?!"

Fergal yelled as I began to cry.

"You know what Pamela...I don't think I can do this."

Fergal said as he looked at me.

"W-what do you mean you can't do this?"

"I can't watch you have another man's baby. I can't trust you not to fall in love with this guy."

Fergal said as he started to walk away.

"No! Please don't leave me! I can't do this without you! I can't take care of Gabi and Dani and the kids and this baby without you!"

I sobbed as I placed my hands on his chest.

"So did you just come back to me for help?"

"What? No! Fergal I love you. We're suppose to be stuck with me. Please don't leave me."

I said as I placed my hand on his cheek.

"I'll see you around Pamela."

Fergal said as he moved my hand and walked away from me and out of the house. I walked out of the room to find Will still on the couch.

"Are you okay?"

Will asked me.

"No. My boyfriend just left me. I guess you can be in the baby's life."

I said as I wiped my tears. I gave him my number and sent Will on his way before breaking down into a full on breakdown. How could Fergal leave me now when I need him the most right now?