love hurts. (completed)

needed to tell you

I walked into the house and smelt something cooking from the kitchen. I walked into the kitchen to see Carter cooking dinner for the kids on the stove.

"Hey love."

Carter said as he kissed me. I smiled as I felt my heart crush a little bit. How was I gonna tell him about the night at the bar?

"How's Gabriella and the baby?"

He asked.

"Good. Her and Daniella come home tomorrow. She's honestly already a good mother. She's gonna be 15 soon and I'm just kinda scared for her."

I said as I sighed.

"She'll be okay. She has an amazing mother for guidance."

Carter said as he sat across from me.

"Carter...I've gotta tell you something. And you're probably going to hate me."

I said as I looked down.

"I could never hate you Pamela."

Carter said with a smile.

"Listen, the other night I went to the bar to get some food and a guy bought me a drink. I don't know if he put something in the drink but the next think I remember is that I woke up naked in his bed. Carter, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do it."

I said as tears fell down my cheeks.

"Pamela...I can't believe you would do this to me! I'm outta here."

Carter said as he stormed out of the house. I wiped the tears from my face as I felt my heart crush. I fucked up. I fucked everything up.

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"Sasha, I'm freaking out."

I said as I paced the room. I got my results back from my blood tests and they were honestly my worse nightmare.

"What's wrong?"

She asked me.

"I'm pregnant. Sasha I'm seriously freaking out."

"Shhh, Pam don't cry. Remember, Sami and I are here for you. Are you gonna tell Fergal?"

She asked.

"No. There's no reason to tell him. I'll just...I'll figure something out. It might consist of moving somewhere new but...I'll figure it out."

I said as I took a deep breath.

"Well, I'm here if you need me."

"Thanks Sash."

I said as I hung up. What the hell am I going to do?