love hurts. (completed)

almost gone

I slowly opened my eyes to see Fergal walking into the room. It seemed harder and harder to just keep my eyes open.

"Hey."

Fergal said as he sat down on the edge of the bed.

"Hey. Can you hand me that blanket? It's freezing in here."

I whispered to Fergal.

"Pam, it's 98 degrees in here."

Fergal said as he placed the blanket on my shivering body.

"I know."

I whispered as a tear fell down my face.

"Don't cry."

Fergal said as he wiped my tear.

"Your face is as cold as ice."

Fergal said as I took a shaky breath.

"Well dead bodies are usually cold."

I whispered.

"Stop saying that. You'll live. I promise."

"Don't make a promise you can't keep. Make one you can. Take Ethan. Don't leave him with Daniel. Let Daniel see him, but do not let him get custody. If needed, tell a judge about the abuse. But just don't leave my little boy with him, Okay?"

I asked Fergal as I grabbed his hand.

"Okay."

"And take amazing care of the kids. Tell them I love them everyday. Because I do. I love my kids so much Fergal. Tell Aria and Noah that I'm so, so proud of them. Tell Chloe and Dylan that I love them so much. Don't let Kaleigh and Tessa ever meet their real dad, please. And don't tell Mason about his Dad. I love you Fergal. I'm sorry for everything I've said. I love you."

I whispered as tears fell down my face.

"Oh, Pam."

Fergal said as he laid in the bed next to me and wrapped his arms around me.

"Fergal, it's hard to breathe."

I chocked out.

"I'll grab a doctor."

Fergal said as he walked out of the room. I closed my eye for a second as I felt my life flash before my eyes. Then all my pain suddenly went away.

And I was gone.