The first place I went to look for Connor was at his house. It was only like a ten minute walk from Panera and fifteen minutes from the school. I got to the intersection of his street and I just stood there, at the end of the street. I looked up and stared at the green street sign attached to the old weathered pole that stood before me.
"0th Street," I said aloud to myself as I read the street sign.
Connor lived at 21 0th Street, Belden Falls. It was one of the strangest street names I'd ever heard. Yea sure, you hear about a 1st Street, 2nd Street, 3rd Street, 4th Street, and so on, but never a 0th Street. I just found the name to be very strange. I think some idiot thought it would be funny to name a street that, so he did, and no one's ever questioned it. But that's just what I think happened.
After thinking about how strange his street's name was, I continued down his street to his house. When I got there I frantically knocked and pounded on the door, yelling for Connor, until I heard a voice call out.
"Alright. Alright. Hold on. I'm coming," the voice said agitated as it approached the door.
The door swung open and standing in front of me was a tall woman with blonde hair and fair skin. It was Connor's mom.
"Oh...Um...Hello Mrs. Lear," I said to here.
"Hi Andrew. What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be at school?" she asked.
"Have you seen Connor?" I asked, avoiding her questions.
"No. He should be at school like you," she scolded me.
"Well something happened at school and he ran off and now I think he is avoiding me," I explained to her.
"Can you just let me know when he comes home?" I begged her.
"Alright I will. You better get back to school," she answered.
She shut the door. I didn't know what to do next. I didn't know if I should go back to the school or just go home. I just wandered around. I walked down James Street, wandering around aimlessly while thinking about everything that's happened the past few days. I was so confused.
I was confused about Connor. Did he like me? Do I like him? Was he just playing a prank on me? I didn't know what to think or feel about Connor. All I did know was that I was worried about him. I was concerned about him.
I was confused about Joshua. Does he like guys? Do I actually like him? Does he secretly like me? How did he see through me so easily? Why did he confront me about it? Who is his girlfriend? I was just puzzled, again not knowing what to think or feel.
Most of all, I was puzzled and confused about myself. Did I like guys? Am I gay? Do I like girls? Do I like Joshua? Do I like Connor? Am I straight? What is going on in my head? Why do I feel this way? I was so confused. I was being mentally and emotional pulled in all different directions. It was only a matter of time before it tore. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how to deal with what was going on.
I snapped back to reality and found myself on Pine Crest Road. I reached into the pocket of my blue Adidas shorts and whipped out my phone. It said 12:25 PM. I had been wandering around looking for Connor for nearly an hour and with that thought I decided it was time to go home. But first, I unlocked my iPhone. I figured that I'd try and call Connor. Maybe he would answer, so I tapped his contact picture and the phone started dialing. It just rang, and rang, and rang, and rang, until finally, it went to Connor's voicemail. I spammed him with a couple text messages.
Connor we need 2 talk
Connor im worried call me
where are u
Answer me
come 2 my 🏠 @ 2:30 we need to talkHopefully he would read my messages. Hopefully he just went back to the school and that's all. And hopefully, he would come talk to me.
I locked my phone, slid it back in my pocket, and headed home.
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Testing My Feelings
Teen FictionThis is a story told by and about Andrew Neely, a 16 year old boy. The story is ever changing and evolving as it is still being written and worked on but, the basic plot follows Andrew and his struggle to come to terms and understand his feelings f...