Maybe It's You

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I blocked him on my contacts. I dont care if he'll call me or not.Its already 2 days before my flight going back to phils, we meet Chari on a restaurant. We stroll around seoul, visited some tourist spots. We dropped by her mother's restaurant.I bid goodbye to them.

Chari:Will you not see the boys before u leave?
Tam:Hmm i dont know Char, they're so busy too. Maybe Ill just visit them tomorrow or Ill just send them a video.

I dont have any plans on meeting them really. I dont want to see chanyeol.
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The day came that I'll be flying back home. Chari accompanied me to the airport.I forwarded the video I made last night, I asked her to send it to the boys.

Chanyeol's Pov~

After the incident that night, I can no longer get hold of her, she blocked me already I cannot make a call or even send her a message. One time I attempted to went to her hotel room, I was already on the door steps but Im too coward and ashamed to knock. So after standing there for almost an hour I decided to go.On our day off, I was on my way to mom's restaurant when I saw her with my sister talking. I can see them through the glass.Because I dont have the courage to face her, I contented myself just by looking at them from my car.After an hour, I saw her bid goodbye to my sister and my mother.Chari got a cab for her. I followed the cab,making sure shell be home safe. They stopped on her hotel. I was just staring at her away. What have I done?The tears fell down from my eyes.I texted the boys to have a drink tonight. I really cannot help it. I think I'll be crazy keeping this to myself.
That was the last time I saw her, because the next day she already flew back to Phils. Chari sent me a video of her, she was saying goodbye to us.Looking at her video makes me so sad even more. I miss her already,so much.

Time flies so fast, I dont have any means of communicating to her.I cannot also ask chari. So I just tried myself to focus myself for our comeback instead. There were nights were I am alone in my studio.Her memories keep flashing back. Sometimes, if I cannot bear it I cry. I even wrote a song about what I feel.I composed a song that interprets that everything.When I miss her, I play her videos she sent me before when we were still ok.Played our favourite song and cry afterwards because Im missing her so bad.

After our collaboration with Blackpink, we did not went out.Since that incident in the bar, I started not to get close with rose. Maybe she noticed it but did not react.
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After 4 months. We are now releasing our album for our comeback.We became more busy and that helped me atleast to forget about her.My attention was converted. We had many variety shows scheduled, tours and shows. Then after the comeback we will be releasing our repackage album.We attended several music awards outside korea. After 2 months, we'll be having our exordium tour in different parts of asia.I silently prayed that we will be going to Philippines.It was heard but well going to have our concert maybe after 2 or 4 yrs.I dont know if we will still meet.
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