Maybe It's You

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Dad: If not, maybe u have a high standards tam.

I laughed to what tito said, its partly true because since I met chanyeol,my interest with other men vanished.

Tam:not that tito but I think I havent meet yet the man for me.
Chari: Hahahhaha maybe you met already tam but u just passed by him.
Tam: Hahhaha i dont know either, maybe I met him already but maybe we're not meant to be.
(I dont know what came into me I said that)
Chan: Maybe when u met the timing is wrong.
Martin: Yeah, channie's right. There are really times that U r meant to meet but not meant together.
Chari: That's so frustating.
Tam: Hahahha Am i on a hot seat? Is this a talk show? hahaha why I am the center of attraction here?

We just laughed and finally we finished our dinner. I helped tita fixing the table.But she insisted me to join them at the living room.She said she'll just follow.Then I walked towards the living room. I sat beside Chari, on her left is Chanyeol,sitting like a boss his legs crossed.But suddenly Chari stood up and left, making me and chanyeol sitting together,our arms touched.We had a tea.

Tito: Chan, Where will be ur show tomorrow?
CY: Ahm, in seoul stadium.
Tito: Aw ok.
Tita: Maybe tam can go there, I heard she's a fan of ur group.
Chari: Ah yes, and the guys must missed you. They asked me if Ull be attending my wedding.They want to see u.
Tam:Ahh ehh.. hehehe if its ok with chanyeollie.
CY: but ofcourse, I'll give u a vip pass later.

I dont want to go because I'm afraid seeing him performing on stage it will be a torture to me. Seeing him only on videos is killing me how much more in person.~~

10pm~

We decided to take a rest already.We went to our each room. Im now inside his room. I'm changing with my sleeping wear. When someone knocked on the door, it's chari maybe so I did not bother getting a robe. Im wearing a spaghetti strap without a bra and pajamas.I opened the door and shocked because its chanyeol.He stared at me head to foot making me red and his eyes now on my breasts. When I realised I am not wearing any bra, I crossed my arms on my breasts right away.

CY:I need a pillow. (still staring at me)
Tam:Oh ok, How many? (i turn my back and walk towards the bed)

He followed me, im suffocated already sharing same air in one room with him.

CY:How are you tam? (I was not prepared by his question)
tam: hmm Just fine, you see Im healthy....
Cy:I missed you.

Im not facing him so i dont know if hes making fun of me or is he serious.

Cy: Im sorry for being a jerk.

I just laugh, then I handed him the pillow. I did not respond.

Tam: Im sleepy chan, I had a long day. Goodnight.

He gets the pillow and exited the room. The moment he's gone I locked the door, and tears started falling down.

Tam:I missed u too so much chanyeol.
I don't want him to see me this weak.I dnt want him to think that whatever he wants he can get.

Chanyeol's Pov~

I entered my room. I was hurt of the way she treats me. I know I dont have the right to complain because I deserve her cold treatment. I fixed my bed and laid down. the memory of before flashbacks...

2yrs ago~

We had a mutual understanding with tam, after the night that we shared a kiss.We dont have any label.we kept it to ourselves.Everynight she goes to my studio room, we will chat the whole night.We laughed at our corny jokes and nonsense topics.The times I had spent with her was so fulfilling.But when we had our collaboration with blackpink, I got so busy,we got home at dawn everyday and since she will be with us for 2wks only we no longer have the time to spend because she already moved to her hotel. We seldom see each other,seldom chatted on line.I wasn't aware that I have already abandoned her, i was very busy for our comeback and our collab with bp.One day she sent me a msg that she misses me.I forgot to reply. That day we had a practise with bp.She knew about our collab, I feel that she's jealous but she's denying it.That same day our photo with bp was uploaded online. Fans created a story that me and rose bp member are dating.There were many photos leaked.Since we are busy we dont have time to respond to those issues.And it reached her.She sent me the picture of me and rose. Its in a restaurant.

Tam: She's beautiful, who is she Chanyeol? (it gave a headache, though there was nothing between me and rose)
Tam: I know i understand that u r busy. I am too. But what's this, can u explain this picture. This was the day that I called u then u said u r rehearsing. (I closed my eyes in frustration, there was a date on that photo, so i really cannot.deny. And yes, i can remember this day, this was the day that she called and said she misses me. I dont know but i felt restless that day, and yes I admit I kinda like rose so when she asked me to go to a restau after our rehearsal I obliged and I rejected tam.)