Just Friends

Chapter: 20

*2 months later*

"What did I ever do?" I said to myself as I felt a tear fall from my eye for the 100th time today. I shut my phone off and shoved it in my pocket.

These past couple months have been the best but yet, the worst. Ever since the night where Lexi and I were dancing in the living room, I can't tell you how much hate I've been getting, let alone Lexi as well. Yeah we have so many of their fans that love us, but the ones that hate us, they're fucking cruel.

And that's not even the best to explain them.

Why would Grayson date Rayna? She's not even pretty.

That whore is dating Grayson, the hell is wrong with her?

Rayna looks like a fucking horse, who would ever date her?

Lexi and Rayna? Really boys? Why them? They're not great at all..

Why would they pick those two out of any other girls in the world?

Lexi and Rayna need to leave and fall off the face of the earth, the twins would do so much better without them.

That's not even half of the shit we get. I barely look at my phone anymore because that's all I ever see hardly anymore. There are so many fans that are supporting the twins with dating Lexi and I, but the haters are honestly getting to me so bad.

It feels like they're slowly killing me on the inside.

These past couple days have been bringing me down horribly. I've barely talked to anyone. Even my mom, I'm so close with my mom but I've barely talked to anyone. I've been trying to distance myself from Ethan and Grayson because all of this hate is really taking a toll on me. I have never felt this down and depressed in my life. Yeah, I was when the boys were gone and when my parents got a divorce, but this right here is the worst I've honestly felt. It's directed towards me and they're saying bad stuff about me and it hurts a fucking lot.

I don't know how I can honestly keep going with this hate. I don't know how to cope with it...I really don't.

I know the boys would help me through this, but I honestly don't want their help. The more I see and hang out with them, the more I seem to get hated on and I can't stand it. I love Grayson so much, I fucking love him with all my heart. I'd never do anything to hurt him.

So why can't they see that? Their fans that support us do....why can't the others? It'd be a hell of a lot easier on me.

I grabbed my suitcase and headed downstairs. I needed to get away. I needed to distance myself from the boys for a while. I can't see Grayson right now. I can't see Ethan. I just wanna shut myself out of the world, shut my phone off completely and just be alone.

I got downstairs and set my suitcase by the door. I went to the kitchen, knowing my mom would be in there.i walked in and I was right.

She was putting dishes from the dishwasher away. She looked at me from putting dishes in the cupboard. "You heading out sweetie?"

"Yeah." I said shortly.

"Are you sure you're okay sweetie? You've seemed off for quite a while." Her face was showing concern.

"Yeah, I'm fine mom." I put on a smile just for her, just so she wouldn't worry about me.

"Okay, well." She walked over to me, pulling me into a tight hug. "You have fun while staying with your father. I'll see you soon. I love you Rayna."