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MRY (the obsessive alchemist)

  for the longest time i thought the puzzle was unsolvable

but the answer lay right in front of me

altho' she was not the answer

i took the hand of everything before

--

so flow the boats upon this sea

drowning am i and so are we

tea's gone

no calm

--

i've become another

so far away

anger gone

kindness stay

--

so what

i've got nothing left

to lose

might as well do it

--

object

lurking

within

my

--

mind

so

i'm

running

--

so
far
away
now

--

you couldn't even imagine
the look on her face
i ran so far
to what a pace

--

slowly regaining my everythings

everything will be okay i said

everything will solve itself i said

i was wrong

i lied to myself.

it will never be okay.

the pit has dug itself,

and the indentation in the earth is too deep.

i am drowning in the heat

and nobody can hear my screams

my cries

but what are they

joyous?

sorrowed?

i will never get the chance to see their face.

you'll forget.

but.

i won't exist.

not when you know

i'll have been decimated

all remaining the memory of my face

my face

my face

my face

my face

You won't see my face.