Felix: when did you realize you were gay?
Changbin: i don't know
Changbin: i was a teenager
Changbin: um
Felix: WAITWAITWAIT
Felix: can i guess?
Changbin: go for it
Felix: were you questioning for a while and then you met chan and thought you had a crush on him
Changbin: close
Felix: wait seriously?
Changbin: the story was pretty spot on, but the member you named was off
Felix: YOU HAD A CRUSH ON A MEMBER
Felix: I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE PART I GOT WRONG
Changbin: nah, it was jisung. nothing actually serious i was just confused and jisung's hot so :/
Felix: im right here
Changbin: you asked
Changbin: anyway what about you?
Felix: how did i find out i was gay?
Felix: do you wanna guess?
Changbin: you were probably always like that weren't you? like one of those people that didn't need to come out because everyone knew
Felix: thats too boring
Changbin: of course it is
Changbin: why don't you tell me then?
Felix: we were playing this game i learned from an american kid called gay chicken
Changbin: care to translate
Felix: if i do it won't make sense, but the rules are simple. two guys sit in front of each other and one will initiate something, starting with like holding hands or just touching. they get closer and closer and start doing more stuff gradually getting more intense as it goes on. whoever pulls away first looses
Changbin: of course this is what you chose to do for fun
Felix: so here's the catch, that american friend that suggested it was actually gay. he was open about it, and my other friends never played against him because they knew he wasn't gonna pull away, right? until i thought it was a good idea to play against him and i promised myself that i wouldn't loose.
Felix: and i kept my promise
Felix: by the time it ended we were both shirtless and making out, and just when i started kissing his neck, our friends pulled us apart.
Felix: after that i was just questioning it for a while, i kissed the guy a couple more times in secret just to make sure, and the rest is history
Changbin: why are you living in a fan fiction?
Felix: excuse me
Felix: i thought you didn't know what fan fiction was
Changbin: oh
Changbin: i found out
Felix: im sorry
Felix: but i actually have a proposition for you
Changbin: are you gonna propose over text?
Felix: do you want me to?
Changbin: no
Felix: okay then
Felix: i was going to propose a game of gay chicken.
Changbin: but we're both gay
Changbin: neither of us will pull away
Felix: i just needed an excuse to make out with you
Changbin: we're dating, you could just ask
Felix: oh
Felix: wanna make out?
Changbin: obviously
Felix: my room or yours?
Changbin: meet me on the roof
Felix: romantic
Changbin: i have a flower
Felix: for me?
Changbin: yeah, it reminded me of you
Felix: i remind you of a flower?
Changbin: beautiful, soft, everyone loves them, zero imperfections
Changbin: should i go on
Felix: sometimes i feel bad for other people because they'll never date you, but at the same time i dont because i get to date you.
Changbin: you're my everything
Felix: oh my god
Felix: i thought it would be nice for you to learn english but all it's good for is you actually killing me
Changbin: hurry and get up here
Changbin: its cold
Felix: should i bring a blanket?
Changbin: all i need is you
Felix: damnit
Felix: i cant handle this on a daily basis
Changbin: h~u~r~r~y
Felix: im coming, im coming
Felix: see you soon, love
