Old Memories/Random Things

Truth About Uploading

Well i was talking to a friend earlier and he made me realize how many people actually dont care about me.

I have like three friends and they barely talk to me.

Everyday at school i try to hide the real me in fear of what people might say to me. I have to fucking wear a jacket or sleeves.

Then when i do tell people what is going on, they dont care. Cause no one likes listening to other peoples problems. And i mean no one.

I am just living in fear ill be alone
The rest of my life. Well alone with my best friend luckyangel615

And the people i do know call me names. Like i know sometimes its a joke but sometimes they hurt people. Not wanting to sound weak but yeah. (Its cause i was bullied when i was little.)

But yeah. The reason if any of you were wondering, i haven't been updating my books is cause i havent been feel so good. I have these thoughts and i just cant talk to anyone about. So hang in with me. Ill be ok soon and ill update my books.