Thoughts From a Spec in the Universe

Sociopath

I can not speak
I can't understand
Emotions make me uncomfortable and hard to understand
You call me sociopath but I don't like that
I just sympathize to much and end up feeling flat
You cold words hurt me
So that's all I try to be
Cold and unfeeling, the way you see me
Now that's all I can be
I try and fight your hurtful words
But me personality falls like feathers from birds
I see who you are, the true sociopath
I am nothing to you just a toy to make you laugh
Light is far but I reach and reach
Ignoring your hurtful words that you constantly preach
I'm losing this battle and fighting for my life
Yet I still find I'm losing and drowning in strife
So someone save me from this darkness but whatever you may do
I am not a sociopath
I am just like you

Edited on Oct 20th 2018

To read some of my better poems skip the later ones. Maybe Cobwebs? Even that one is a little old but a good place to start. I don't know exactly where, but my writting has much improved since Oct and before so my later poems are much better.