Divided

Jesse (Callum)

-Jesse's P.O.V-

I lay in bed, I know I have to get up but I don't want to. I just want to think. Last nights truth or dare was the worst. Not because we were bad at it, but because it was embarrassing. I completely froze up when Sam asked me if I liked someone. I do, but I don't, I'm so confused.
Ok, that's enough for now.
I get up and got to the bathroom to get dressed.
What if you do like them? A part of me asks
Impossible, you have had a crush on a girl for years. Another part argues
Well, do we really like her? I'm sorta over her. Also, there's something called "bisexuality" that's a thing.
We can't be.
We can.
Not possible.
It is.
No.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
NO!
YES!
"ENOUGH!" I yell out loud by accident, Sam knocks on the door.
"Everything ok?" He asks
"Yeah, sorry, it was a... a spasm." I lie
"Ok," He says, "Can you hurry up? I need to get ready." He asks
"Right, sorry."
I finish up in the bathroom and head downstairs, there I find Bea and Sammy making breakfast, they both look cheerful, but also worried. I want to ask them what's wrong, but instead, I focus on not looking like I'm having a war inside my head.
"Guess what day it is?" Sammy asks sounding extremely perky
"Umm, Wednesday?" I ask, not even knowing if that's correct
"No," Bea says, "It's not Wednesday, but it is Beast Day." She says, sounding excited, worried, and cheerful at the same time, I didn't know that was possible.
"Oh my god! I completely forgot!" I say exited
"I know! We can go shopping without being asked what spices we are!" Sammy says, her voice getting higher
"Gosh Sammy," I say, covering my ears, "What are you, part bat or something?" I ask jokingly
"Actually yes." She say
"Oh, that explains so much." I say
"I heard a huge squeak and was wondering if there was a fire." Sam says from behind me
"Nope, just Sammy." Bea responds
"Who died?" Taylor asks sounding like she only partially cares
"Nobody, it's just Sammy." Bea tells her
"Ok, good." Taylor says
"What do you all want for breakfast fast?" Sammy asks, "We only have pancakes." She adds
"Uh, guess I'm having pancakes." I say
"Pancakes for JJ..." Bea pretends to write on her hand, "Sam, Tay?" She asks
"Pancakes." They say, almost in perfect unison. God, Sam is so cute.

-After Breakfast-

Sammy runs out of her house, so excited she could explode.
"Where to first?" She asks
"Umm, definitely the mall." Taylor say, equally as excited
"I can't wait to show you guys to my favorite places!" Bea says, running to catch up
"Do we have to go to the mall?" I ask
"Yeah, I don't really want to." Sam adds
"You guys can go do what you want, just keep up posted on where you are." Bea answers
"Ok, see y'all later." Sam says waving goodbye
"So where to?" I ask
"I'm not sure. Where do you want to go?" he asks
"There's this cafe downtown that I wanna check out, it looks really cute." I suggest
"Do they have milkshakes?" He asks
"Yeah."
"What are we waiting for?" He asks walking