A Gangstas Prayer

Chapter 17

Started out as just a fuck mission

Who'd have thought I would've fucked with ya

Dope boys, they got trust issues

Never imagined being stuck with you

Trust you - Kevin Gates

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1 Week Later

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" Okay sign these papers and you're free to go " the nurse told India.

We was getting ready to finally leave this hospital.

The doctor recommended she do counseling, so we gone have to look some shit up.

Well she gone have to look some shit up.

She signed the paper and we was out.

" So where's yo girl ?" she asked

" Work "

She nodded.

" So this .... this really done with ?" she questioned.

" very done with " I answered truthfully.

I Dont like her, Dont love her, Dont wanna be with her.

" I know I fucked up " she said

" You right. But its how many times you fucked up. India you fucked TWO , not one but TWO niggas AND that baby could be anotha niggas. You straight up lied , trynna pin it on me. "

I was getting frustrated with her. I was just finna say fuck it and help her get her own place.

" I know Smooth. I apologize for that. I just Dont understand. We went from loving to you with somebody. I think you're just trynna make me jealous "

I laughed.

Like I literally had tears coming from my eyes.

" Listen Here. I tried to break it down to you easy them other times, but you just Dont fucking understand. I'm finna wife Emani up. Not now, but trust when I say this. I'm finna be with her. I'm hoping she have my kids. Shit when that DNA drop, I'm getting her pregnant as soon as I get it. I Dont want you India. I Dont give a fuck what nobody say. I Dont love you. I'm not in love with you. If that baby mines, that's the only thing Ima love. I won't even see you. Ima have Boss bring the baby to me. You done pissed me off. You disgust me. I never felt so disgusted in my life. You're a hoe. I never want to be with you again. I Dont even wanna be in this fucking car with you. You lucky I ain't make yo ass walk. Now leave me the fuck alone about wanting yo ass mane " I said

I ain't even notice the red light turn green. I pulled off.

I looked to the side and saw her frowned up. I could tell my words got to her.

Good.

" I'm sorry " she mumbled

I looked at her then back at the road.

" Look. Maybe in the nearby future, only if the baby mines, we can be associates or friends. But we not gone be together. " I said

" Okay. That's all I want. A friendship. I'm sorry. I won't ever ask about your relationship with Emani anymore. "

I smiled.

" Thank you "

She laughed.

" You really like her don't you ?" she asked

I nodded.

" Yes man. She's adorable. " I sounded gay as hell.

" You sounded gay. But anyway, you really wanna marry her?" she asked

I laughed.

" Didn't you just say you wasn't gone worry bout or relationship no more ?"

she laughed.

" I'm just trynna see what this girl got. Got you gone and shit " she said

" Well no time soon I know. But I have been giving it a lot of thought. I love being around her. Like I feel like I gotta be around her " I said

She nodded.

" Well I'm happy for you, honestly " she said

I nodded.

" it would make our friendship even better if I just dropped all hatred and become friends with her "

I nodded.

" That would be good "

She smiled.

" Okay then "

we pulled up to the house..

I helped her out the car and we walked inside.

Emani was already here.

" What you doing home ?" I asked her

She was in the kitchen drinking some water.

" Caught the bus because I knew you had to do something. I just got here like 5 minutes ago " she said, kissing me.

" That's cool. Look , I guess me and India cool now. Like I kinda went off on her and I guess it knocked some sense into her. " I said

She nodded.

" I'm happy that y'all are cool. Especially if that's your baby because you don't want to find out thee baby is yours and feel bad"

I nodded. She was right.

" Yeah. Y'all need to get to know each other since its a possibility y'all gone be around each other "

She smiled.

" I'm more than willing. I need a friend " she said

I laughed.

" I'm glad you cool with all this "

" Yea. I'm just trying to be the perfect girl friend. I know I'm gonna make minor mistakes but I will always pull through for you. "

" Good cause I need you to have my back "

" Trust me I got yo back through anything "

I nodded, thinking about how she still don't know what I do.

I made a mental note to tell her about it soon.

We got up and walked Into the living room and sat down.

" So you're name is Emani right ?" India ask

" Yeah , India " Emani said

She smiled.

" Well Emani, you are definitely one bad ass white girl "

Emani laughed.

" Thanks. But you're gorgeous "

I just sat there and watched them talk, embracing the peace.

Hopefully this shit stay like this for a while.

Dont need no drama right now.