A Gangstas Prayer

Chapter 18

We everything that they talk about

Know them haters be watching

Them bitches lurking - your page locked

And they still know when you shopping

They still know that I'm balling

You still know that I'm all in

Your ex nigga, your next nigga

Gon' hate the fact that I'm spoiling

Trust You - Pusha T Ft : Kevin Gates

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" We actually been getting along really well "

Emani was telling me about her and India day.

Apparently while I was out checking on my shit, making sure everything was straight, Emani and India were out getting they nails done.

" That's good " I said

" You okay ?" she asked, sitting in the bed next to me.

I sighed.

" Mane I'm just really waiting on this baby. I need to get this DNA .. I Dont want you to get attached to her " I said

" But you told me we should get cool ?" she said

" I know mane. I ain saying walk around here and not talk to her and shit. I'm talking bout this best friend shit. Like if that baby ain't mine, she gone. Ian gone want you trying to talk me into letting her stay cause its not happening " I explained.

" Well I won't become close to her. But I'm not finna be rude " she said

I nodded.

" good "

" Well ... I have a few questions " she said

I laid back, putting my hands behind my head.

" Shoot "

" Okay um ... well ... India was telling me about yalls relationship  .... y'all seemed like y'all had something special ... before we get far ... I just want to know if you are sure that you want to be with me ... like is you positive that you ain't feeling her no more and that if the baby yours , is you gone want a family. I'm willing to stop this for yo baby sake"

I sat up.

" what the fuck? we ain't stopping shit. What me and India had going on is done! Why do I keep hearing shit about me and her? She a hoe! If the baby mines, which I doubt, I'm taking care of em. But I'm not starting no fuckin family with her! The fuck ? I don't even want a baby by her! Ian saying I'm gone neglect my child cause I'm not at all " I said.

" I just feel like I might be up for some competition. She says y'all were good before she found out about being pregnant. That y'all were working on it" she said

" We were but I realized that I wasn't feeling her no more and that I was just trying to spare her feelings. And as for you having competition, gone head and miss me with that. Ain't no competition cause ion want her" I said

I was fed up. I stood up and grabbed my keys.

" Babe where are you going? I'm sorry" she says

" Nah you good. I'm finna prove to you that's its just us baby. No India "