Hard to keep up with my lingo when I'm in the matrix
Exclusive word uses gets confusing but wait I'll explain it
Commitment-shy from past relationships I guess I'm tainted
You could love or love me not,
I ain't ever changing
I ain't ever changingCan't be something that I'm not,
I ain't ever changing
I ain't ever changingYou posed to judge by what's on the inside
I ain't ever changing
Kevin Gates - Wassup With It
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" When will I ever get to see you without being interrupted?" Emani asked.
I had a little business to handle and Emani wasn't feeling it.
" It's just for a little, I'll be back soon. " I mumbled while kissing her lips.
" for real. I'm missing you" she whined.
" I be missing you too girl, but it got to be handled. Aight?"
She nodded.
" Aight. Now go take care of our son." I said
I'd grown attached to Emory over time and I actually enjoy having him.
It's been a good 2 months since my brother passed and I guess you can say I'm pulling myself back together.
It's still those times when I feel like letting go because I think of him, but I know he would want me out here hustling not only for him, but our family as well.
I still can't truly accept the fact that he's no longer here physically, but I know that he somewhere thugging with pops.
" come back to Me. " she mumbled, kissing me one last time.
" always "
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Dey killed Venelle when I was 12, turned me against em
Sent me to my first funeral now I'm a victim (of tha law)
My daddy called em pigs, I'll neva forget
He went to jail on Highland road, for tryna piss
Kicked my auntie Trina door, lookin' fo my cousin
Looked at me 'cross tha street and said boy you ugly
Made 11 dat was my first run in with dem busters
When stupid roughed me up cause I told em mothafucka
Got old it got worser, my hustle got deadly
Runnin' and duckin' from dat dirty bitch Don Kelly
All from school you can catch me with my tool
Smashin' in my Magnum from tha red white and blue
Dey ask me for money, try to bribe me and all
Dey let tha dogs eat me up, up out my fuckin' nuts
Don't give a fuck nigga freedom or jail
I want all you bitches to rot in hell
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Before I could even get into my car, a whole squad of police rushed out of no where.
I immediately throw my hands up.
" on your knees! " one yells
I do as told.
They immediately run to my side, cuffing me.
Emani runs out, crying and holding Emori, the police holding her back.
I shook my head as they read me my rights.
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I wasn't charged with murder, which is what I thought I was caught for.
That day, I was sentenced 3 years in jail for drug trafficking.
Only think left anonymous, was how the 12 knew.
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The end.
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I know, why do I keep ending all the books I got going on.
Well because I'm trying to get my game back up, and the perfect way to do that is to have y'all wanting more.
Also, go check out my book, This Man's Worth.
Now that this is over, that is the only book I will be updating, along with He Changed For Me.
Thanks and much love,
Marri..
PS ; no hate. No comments about how y'all hate the ending.
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