One Piece Oneshots

(Barely) Zoro

I'm sorry for my sudden disappearance, I had a lot of crap happen, and well, it just piles up, so now I have Mount Shittiest.

I'm not one to talk in detail about this on the Internet, or to anyone, this fanfic is practically a whole new style from my other ones, there is an explanation to why it's like this, but I'll jut explain it in the comment section so this part doesn't get bigger.

You sighed, as you let the blade go through your skin.

Soon, the red liquid started to pool into little dots, then merged together.

Honestly, it made you feel slightly better, but the feeling as well as the pain, soon passed, and you went back to the way you were before.

You slid your pants back up, allowing your jeans to absorb more of your blood.

Walking out of the bathroom, you stopped breathing for ten seconds, and went back to your friend group.

"Oi!(Y/N)! Come and play with me!" Shouted Luffy.

As much as you didn't feel like doing anything, you sucked it up like a big girl and went to play with him, after all, crying because you feel bad is for the weak, right?

After some long and painful hours of running around, lunch was ready, and everyone joined to eat.

"Here you go my lovely (Y/N)- Cwhan." Sanji smiled, placing a plate in front of you.

You didn't feel that much like eating, it was more of an empty feeling, but you decided to try anyway, it would be selfish and idiotic of you to waste it, right?

Look at you, you fat pig. That's probably why no one loves you. You 'thought'.

As soon as that popped into your head, you instantly stopped chewing, the thought of doing so was nauseating.

You did your best to swallow, and then, left the table.

"Everything okay, (Y/N)?" Nami asked.

"Everything if fine. Don't worry." You answered, faking a smile.

You went to the girls quarters, and just laid down, looking at the ceiling.

You felt a weight on your chest, emptiness, and at the same time, you wanted to cry. But you couldn't. You refused to do so.

After a while you decided to take a nap, but unfortunately, you just couldn't fall asleep.

Upon months, your condition worsened, and you finally told chopper.

Of course Chopper wasn't a psychiatric Doctor, but he figured soon enough, and Robin took care of it, acting as a Psychiatrist.

Then after that, things started to get under control for you, a little medicine here and there, explanations to the other crew members of course.

And sooner than you noticed, everyone was there to support you. 

"Hey (Y/N)! You wanna play?" Luffy asked.

"Not really Luffy, I'm kind of tired." You yawned.

You walked up into the crows nest, where Zoro was also sleeping, the lucky bastard, he could sleep easily.

You laid down near him, and closed your eyes, but... It didn't seem to work with you.

Zoro pulled you closer, your head on his chest, making you blush as you heard the steady heart beat.

It was... Soothing...

You stayed like that, your eyelids slowly getting heavy, until, you dozed off.

End.