Broken

caleb

I may be drowning but
I refuse to sink ~ kymara

I ran as fast as I could I knew something was up with payton by the way she walked out of the place. I couldn't think of anything else as I was running the only thing that kept me super sayen running was her and her life. "God dammit payton why do u half to do this to me" I can't lose you I can't I just can't. I sped up not even caring that my legs were burning and I couldn't breath she kept me going

I finally reached the bridge I caught my breath but it hitched as I saw her sitting there I screamed "PAYTON" but that only made her go faster I ran yo her but didn't make it in time. So I lept into the freezing water thinking if ur gonna die then I will die..... trying to save you. The bone chilling water hit my pale skin as I plunged into the icy depths, payton was just below me as the current moved her quick

I swung my arms in front of me trying to stay afloat and save my girlfriend at the same time. I came close to her pale lifeless body and snatched her out I dragged her to land started cpr hoping and praying to chuck that she wasn't dead. "You can't be dead you can't be dead you just cant" 2 minutes passed by finally she sputtered water out of her mouth, I flipped her over so she could get it out her system. She fell limp in my arms again shakily breathing.

I picked her light body up in my arms and treaded my way to the nearest help center. Half way I notice payton began to shiver I mean who could blame her it's freaking august and she decides to jump into one of the coldest rivers here ya she will be cold. We reach the walk in clinic and tell them she just fell off the bridge while taking a photo and pass out. They take her for ex rays when she wakes up and tell us that we can go home.

Finally home

"Payton what we're u thinking babe?
" I need to die Caleb I don't belong my dad hates me my is nowhere to be found and honestly u probably hate me aswell. My heart shattered and got swept up by death himself when she said that " Payton don't u dare think I don't love u I just save u from dying because I love u so much babe why do u think this?? I question slightly earitated taht she thinks this. "Caleb it's hard ok it's just things happen and and" with that she falls into my arms sobbing.

"Shhhhh shhh it's gonna be ok we don't have to talk about it ok just know that I'm here for you" I say with all the hood in my heart "I live you Payton and if u die I will die trying to save u from dying ok" "mhmmm" with that she fell asleep I just can't wrap my head around it she says she loves me but then goes to kill herself  when she knows that will just hurt me. I don't get this girl but like it that way.