Beys Pov
1 week later
9:30 am
I woke up to my alarm clock from my phone with the annoying ass duck sound and pressed snooze. And I closed my eyes again, but it was no use because 8 minutes later I herd that same ass annoying duck. I finally got up and opened my phone so it would stop and I immediately called my mom back once I saw another missed call. The phone rung twice then she answered.
"Bey what did I tell you about not picking up your phone, it worries me." She said as soon as she got on the phone
"I'm sorry momma, I was so tired last night and I had just got off of work, I went in the shower and went straight to sleep. But at least I called you back right?" I said and she chuckled
"Yeah I guess, how are you baby girl?" She asked and I smiled at her because she ask me every time we talk, that's how I know she really cares
"I'm doing good, I'm just focused on work right now, I delivered 3 babies yesterday. And one almost died. I don't know what I would've did if the baby did die. I've had this job for 4 years and I've never had a baby die, I've delivered stillborns, and other things like that but never have I had a baby die because of me. I was so scared." I said and she sighed
"Beyoncé you cant control every situation, one day a baby is going to die during delivery, but you have to understand it won't be your fault and you can't take on that burden. It's not for you to take on. As long as you do your job, and do all you can to keep it alive, you shouldn't be disappointed or mad at yourself." She said and I took it all in, she always gives the best advice
"I completely get that. But how have you been ma? And how has yo man been treating you." I asked playfully and she laughed
"Girl, between you and yo brother I don't know who's nosiest. But I've been great actually, he's taking me out of the states to the Bahamas next month, I'm actually excited." She said and I gasped
"Mom do you love him or something cause you taking out of the state trips with him and stuff, this must be serious." I said and the phone went silent
"Oh my gosh momma you love him." I said excitedly and she smacked her lips
"Mind ya business lil girl." She said and I laughed. "But are you coming over today, I want to see you." She said and I smiled because she misses me
"Well today is my off day so I can come by, call my brother and see if he can come too. Cause I miss him. I'll be around at 1 or so." I said and we said our I love you's and what not and hung up.
If you were wondering, yes my birth mother is dead. But Venessa is my adoptive mother, she's the doctor I met on the day of my mother's death that told me everything was going to be okay. And she kept her word and made sure my life was as easy as possible, while also making me and my brother ambitious and basically didn't spoil us rotten. She didn't replace my mother, I still hold a spot for her in my heart, and Solange. But she's like my second mom and I love her as much as I love my real mom.
As for my brother, Brandon. He's 30 and I'm 25, he's very protective over me and as soon as I stepped into their home, he treated me like his little sister. I love him like he's blood, and blood couldn't even make us closer. He's fought off guys that have made me uncomfortable, disrespected me, or wouldn't leave me alone in high school while I went through my phases and I fought off the girls that tried to disrespect him. That's literally my partner in crime, we've never told each others secrets and have always gotten in trouble together. I really do love them they make me feel like I'm really apart of their family.
I got did my hygiene routine, got dressed, and did my hair in a low pony. Then I put my shoes, grabbed my keys, and left the house. I got into my car and drove to see one of my favorite babies that I delivered during my time as a OG/BYN. I drove around the corner and parked my car outside. I went up to the door and used my keys to get in.
