Beys POV
The next morning
Jay held my hair and rubbed small circles in my back as I threw up everything I ate this morning. This was the worst feeling, I'm tired of throwing up every morning. I hate throwing up and I hate even having my face this close to a toilet. Jay just kissed the back of my neck and told me I'd be alright as I gagged in the toilet and tears came to my eyes. I spit what ever was in my mouth in the toilet then leaned back on the wall and started crying. Jay just got on the floor next to me and pulled me in his lap hugging on me.
"It's okay baby calm down." He said and I slowly stopped crying. "I'm going to get you a pregnancy test after your done brushing your teeth and getting back in bed. Or do you want to come with me?" He asked and I sighed because I really didn't want to be pregnant
"I wanna stay." I said getting up and grabbing my tooth brush. I started brushing my teeth and he got up and kissed the side of my head then went into the room and yelled
"I'll be back in 10!" Then I herd the door shut and I bit my lip and looked in the Mirror. And I looked at my stomach through it. I lifted my shirt and rubbed it then turned to the side. I did look really bloated, I rubbed my stomach and sighed. Then the thought of me having another human being growing inside of me made tears roll down my face. It reminded me of when I was pregnant, after I was raped. It reminded me of the abortion I had at 15. How depressed I was after and everything that I went through.
I broke down crying and slid to the floor burring my face in my knees and wrapping my arms around myself. Nobody would ever understand how much I've been through but me. And jay and my therapist when I tell them. It's just so hard sometimes to think about what happened. I know it was years ago but it still haunts me to this day.
"I promise I'll love you so much, and when you come I'll love you even more. You'll never go through anything I went through I promise." I whispered then kissed my fingertips and rubbed my stomach.
I got up and just got in the shower to wash the stress away. After I got out I wrapped myself in a towel and sat on the bed putting lotion on. As soon as I was done and I wrapped the towel back around, I herd the front door open and close. I knew it as jay. I just waited until he came up to me.
I herd his heavy feet walking getting closer and closer then I turned towards the door and there he was standing with some breakfast from ihop and a CVS bag. I hopped up and grabbed the food then kissed his lips and opened it. I didn't know how hungry I was until I smelt it. He just stood there laughing
"Dang baby, no thank you, you just gone grab the food and go huh?" He said and I looked back at him with my mouth full and smiled then nodded and went back to eating. He just chuckled and shook his head then sat next to me and took his food out the bag and ate with me.
When we were done he got up and threw away our trash then came back and kissed my neck then my cheek then my lips and when he pulled away he handed me the pregnancy test and kissed my forehead as I looked down at it. I got up and went to the restroom and followed the instructions the test had then we wrapped it up in tissue and put a timer for 20 minutes on my phone and walked out.
When I fully walked out I remembered I was still in my towel so I dropped it then went to jays closet and grabbed one of his shirts and threw it on. Then I went back into the room where jay was and I sat on his lap on because he was sitting on the edge of the bed. He was texting tyty about something but I didn't care.
He turned his phone off then sat it down on the bed and wrapped his arms around me and kissed my shoulder.
"So you think your pregnant?" He asked and I nodded. That's the only other explanation for throwing up every morning, getting a little fatter, and my hormones have been everywhere.
"What are we gonna do?" I asked him and he chuckled
"You mean what are you gonna do? I'm not staying here and taking care of that thing. So you need to figure out what the hell you gone do with it." He said and my mouth was hung open I felt my throat burn and my eyes. My face twisted and I just started crying. Cause that just meant jay ain't shit for real. Just like everybody else.
"Oh waiittt baby I was just joking. Don't cryyy." He said switching his tone to a softer one and chuckled a little bit. I still cried though cause that hurt my feelings. He pulled me into him and made me put my head in his neck. "Bey, Baby, stop crying. I was just playing girl. You know I'd never leave you. And imma be here for our baby and you. I promise." He said while rubbing my back. I sat up and whipped my tears then punched him in his shoulder.
"Ah shit bey!"he said rubbing it and rotating it.
"Don't do that shit, it wasn't funny hoe." I said and he laughed while I mugged him
"Girl don't be calling me no hoe. Cause ain't no how in my blood ma. Period." He said and I raised my eyebrows then got up and squared up.
"So what's up then?" I said squaring up with him and he got up and squared up. We started play fighting and he threw me on the bed and we started wrestling and laughing. He was letting me win as I sat on top of him then he flipped us around and I screamed and laughed and he start fake beating my ass while I tried to fight back. We were playing and laughing until we herd the timer go off. We both looked at each other till in a fighting position then he slowly got off of me and helped me up.
We got off of the bed and walked towards the bathroom. He let me go in by myself I walked towards the test and began to nervously unwrap it. I saw the results and it clearly displayed that...
