Jay's POV
7 hours later
I was sitting in the waiting room along with my family and beys family and we were all distraught. I just want to know if my baby is okay.
I check up on Blue every 30 minutes, she's in the nursery overnight, just to make sure she's okay. She'll most likely be staying for a couple of days because they wanted to make sure everything was okay with her due to her umbilical cord being tied around her throat. I was already stressed about that and adding on bey, I'm a reck.
I've asked for updates and to see the doctor but I've just been told to wait and be patient. And I'm getting fed the fuck up with it. My patience is running thin and they have 5 more minutes before I raise hell.
I was tapping my foot up and down at a fast pace trying to calm myself down but I couldn't. I don't know how things like this work. All I wanted know is was she okay and can I go see her.
I couldn't take it anymore. I got up and stormed to the front desk. Brandon and momma T were equally as pissed as me so they followed right behind me.
"Excuse me!" I said to the lady at the front desk but she was talking on the phone and held a finger up at me telling me to hold on. I slammed my hand on the desk and got her attention.
"Get off the damn phone and tell me what the fuck is wrong with my wife!" I yelled causing attention to draw to me but I didn't care.
"Sir, I'm going to have to ask you to calm down and be patient before you get escorted out." She said and I sighed and tried to calm down. Momma Tina rubbed my back and so did my mom.
"Listen, I've been waiting for the past several hours to get an update on my wife, she just gave birth, and something happened to her. I need to know something, anything. Before I raise hell in here." I said lowering my voice and she quickly nodded and went to the computer
"What's her name Sir?" She asked quickly
"Beyoncé Gisselle knowels." I said and she looked it up but made a face
"What, what's wrong?" I said worried
"Usually when a patients name is not on this list their deceased.... I'm sorry sir but there is a chance that she may be gone. Or the doctor isn't done with her yet." I froze
There's a chance she might be gone rang in my head over and over and over again.
Until I heard.
"Family of Beyoncé knowels!" And I turned to see kelly and the doctor that assisted her.
All of us rushed to the doctor awaiting a answer
"What happened kelly." I immediately said, she had a sad look on her face and she looked hurt. She had tears running down her eyes
"Ms.Knowels vitals were so high, and heightened even more after she gave birth, she suffered from a seizure and had a minor brain injury. We did everything we could to prevent it but she fell into a Coma." He said and my heart dropped and my eyes started to water
"What does this mean? Is she going to be okay? When is she going to wake up?" Brandon started to ask
"Her being in a coma means that she's sleeping and can't wake up until her body allows her to. She will be okay because this gives her brain time to heal with out medication and what not. But the down side to this is we don't know when she will wake up, it could take 3 days to 10 years or she could never wake up at all. There isn't a time limit we can put on this." The doctor next to kelly said and I didn't know what to do with myself.
"When can I see her?" I asked softly
"Now actually.. she's in room 400. Keep in mind that she can still hear you, she's just in an induced sleep to where she can't respond. But usually talking to the patient and interacting with them will help them wake up sooner." He said and I nodded
"Thanks doc." I said numbly .
Everyone agreed that I should go alone first. I slowly made my way to her room and when I got to the door I tried to mentally prepare myself for what I was going to see. But when I turned the knob and opened the door I couldn't help the tears that ran down my face.
My baby was just laying there helpless and she didn't look good. Although she was still beautiful. I walked further in the room and sat down in the chair next to her bed and scooted it closer to her.
I grabbed her hand and kissed it.
"Hey baby," I said as if she was going to respond.
Beys POV
"Hey baby," I heard jay's voice but I couldn't see him. I tried to speak but no sound would come out, my mouth wouldn't even open. I tried to open my eyes and look at him but it still wasn't working. I felt him grab my hand but I couldn't squeeze it back. He kissed my hand and I couldn't even blush
"What the hell is going on." I thought to myself
"Blue Blue is okay so far, they want to keep her for a while for observations so I'm going back and forth checking on the both of you. I wish you could see it, she looks like a pinch of me and a whole glass of you. She has you eyes shape and my color, your fat little cheeks." He said playing with mine. "Your smile, she even has your dimple, on her right cheek. Your lips, head shape, and more. I can't wait till she gets big enough to where we see who's personality she has. It's probably going to be yours." He said then sighed
"They told me you were in a coma and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm scared, how am I gonna raise blue blue and ky with out you. How am I gonna do anything with out you. I need you to fight to wake up baby. Please, I need you." He said softy then broke down in tears.
I wanted to badly to hop out of this bead and wrap my arms around him and tell him I'm okay and I'm awake and kiss on him and love on him. I wanted to so bad.
I couldn't move anything and it was frustrating.
I wanted to cry but I couldn't even do that
"Bey please wake up soon, we need you. Your the strongest woman I know, and I have nothing but respect for you and Even more love for you after we delivered blue in that car. Baby I can't do this alone." I felt something wet on my hand and I knew it was his tears.
"God, please help my baby wake up soon. Please make sure that when she wakes up she is healthy physically and mentally. I promise I'll do what ever it takes for her to be okay and wake up. I'd switch positions if you'd let me. I pray that you can uplift this family in the situation and let us lean on each other for strength. I pray for beys and blues safety and happiness. And for their health. Just put a shield over my family and help us god." He said taking a pause and sniffling
"Amen." He said kissing my hand again. He kissed my lips and I wanted to kiss back but I couldn't. Then he gave my forehead a long kiss.
"I'll be back in after everyone leaves outta here from talking to you baby, I'm not leaving this hospital until you do. I swear, and if I do I'll make sure somebody's with you that we both trust. I got you through everything bey. I swear." He said then kissed my cheek.
"I love you baby, I'll be back." He said sadly
