Beys POV
The next morning
I woke up to somebody holding me and I looked up to see it was jay. I sighed in relief then slowly tried to get out of his embrace. He just tightened his grip and pulled me closer. I sighed and rubbed his chest to wake him up.
"Jay." I whispered. No answer
"Jay." I said a little louder. Still no answer
"Shawn!" I yelled and he finally woke up
"Huh? What ?" He said still holding on to me
"Let go, I gotta pee." I said and he let me go and as soon as my feet hit the ground I ran to the bathroom. When I was done handling my business I washed my hands and my face and brushed my teeth. then looked in the mirror. I had a bonnet and a big t-shirt on. I lifted my t shirt and I didn't have panties on but still I had something on. I don't even remember putting this on the last thing I remember was talking to jay then falling asleep in the tub with him.
"Aweee." I said out loud because I realized what he did. Now I remembered waking up a couple times when he was putting lotion on my body, got me dressed, and right before he pulled me closer before he went to sleep. I remember him saying something but it wouldn't come to mind.
"Shit What was it!" I whisper yelled to myself. I thought to right before I fell asleep and remembered. He said he really like me a lot. And he wanted me to be his girlfriend. And if I'm remembering right he said he would ask me today. I face palmed myself
"Shit." I said under my breath, he can't like me, he just can't. I'm a wreck and I would only be adding on to his plate and messing him up, hurting him, or hurting myself even more. I can't be his girlfriend. I started to pace the floor thinking of ways I could get out of this. I sighed and rubbed my temples.
"Come on bey, stop being a pussy, go in there and tell him we can't do this anymore." I said hyping myself up I got to the door and was ready to open it then I herd a knock on the door. "Fuck." I said
"Yes?" I said sweetly
"Can I come in? I gotta grab my toothbrush." I sighed
"Sure." I said and the door opened. I looked up at him and he was so cute when he just woke up. He kissed me on my cheek.
"Good morning beautiful." He said and I blushed
"Good morning handsome." I said rubbing his waves while he brushed his teeth. Now how the fuck was I going to get out of this situation. Because I actually I like him a lot. I really do, but I'm just scared.
"Um I was thinking about visiting my mom today, you can stay here or go to Annie's house when I go. It doesn't really matter to me, but we have to talk after that." I said because I really think my moms advice would be best right now. She would know exactly what to do.
"What you don't want me meeting your mom yet?" He asked jokingly and I nervously laughed
"In due time." I said then got dressed and he came out and did the same
"Annie's house is right around the corner from my moms so can you go there and I'll drive your truck." I asked smiling innocently
"Girl you just wanna drive my truck." He said and I nodded and laughed. "I guess, come on." He said grabbing his wallet and keys and I did the same
I drove to Annie's house with jays hand rubbing my thigh the whole way and us talking about anything that came to mind. Then he pecked my lips and got out. Then I drove to my moms house and parked the truck behind her car then got out and locked it. I used my key to get into her house and walked inside.
