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Jays POV
4:56am

I felt shifting in the bed and opened my eyes, when I looked down Bey was squirming and turning her head slightly left to right. Then she began breathing hard. I herd her mumbling something

"Please no." It sounded like. Her breathing started getting uneven and louder. Then she started yelling, but her eyes were still closed

"Stop! Please don't!" She yelled and began crying, but she was still asleep. I sat up and held her, she was crying and yelling saying stop and no. I knew she was having a nightmare. I just held her and rocked her until she woke up breathing hard.

"Bey breath baby." I said calmly and she shook her head and continued to breath hard and uneven

"J-jay I-I ca-n't." She said gripping my shirt freaking out because she couldn't breath.

"Baby baby calm down, look at me." I said calmly and gently turning her head towards me as she breathed out. I put her hand on my heart

"Breath baby, follow me." I said instructing her to breath in and out. "Make your heart beat match mine, come on you got it." I said and she nodded doing what I said for a couple of minutes then calming down and wrapping her arms around my neck tightly. I held her and rubbed small circles on her back while humming a song, even though I wasn't that great of a singer. But I noticed she loves music, and it makes her happy and calm. So I sing to her as best as I could until she completely calmed down.

"You Okay now Baby?"I asked and she nodded inside my neck. "You want to talk about it?" I asked her and she shook her head no. "Okay you want to go back to sleep?" I asked

"Yes please." She said quietly and I laid down and lifted the cover up so she could climb in with me and she did exactly that then wrapped her arms around me tightly and I held her back Just as tight and I made sure she went back to sleep before doing the same.

Beys POV
8:30am

I woke up to an alarm and tried to stretch my body but was restrained from a pair of arms wrapped tightly around me. I looked up and saw him sound asleep, not even hearing the alarm clock. I kissed his chest and chin and he tightened his grip. I tried to wiggle out of his embrace but it didn't work at all.

"Baby." I said softly and he woke up and looked down. "I need you to let go of me so I can get ready for work." I said slipping one arm out and rubbing his waves. He shook his head no and pulled me closer to him and kissed my forehead. It looked like he was falling back asleep and I had to giggle, he looked so cute.

"Baby let go." I said and he sighed then reluctantly let go. "Thank you." I said laughed then kissed his lips.

I went into the bathroom and did my morning rituals. Then got in the shower. While I was in there, I thought about the events that happened last night, how jay was so calm and gentle with me. He knew what to do when that happened, I didn't even need my inhaler. And he way he calmed me down, I was so scared I thought i was going to have a asthma and panic attack but he made sure none of that happened.

I got out of the shower and put some lotion on in the bathroom then wrapped a towel around myself. I whipped my hair into a messy bun then walked into my closet and got my scrubs. I slipped my panties as bra on the put on my scrubs and crocs. Those shoes were so ugly to me but they were comfortable and that's what I needed.

When I came back out jay was just waking up rubbing his eyes and stretching. He's so cute. We went back into the bathroom to put my hair in a bun and he followed me. Then brushed his teeth as I wet my brush and slicked my hair back then I put some eco on and slicked it down then put made a bun and bobby pinned it down. I made sure my baby hairs were down and fixed any fly always as soon as jay was done brushing his teeth he was watching me the whole time but I didn't really care because he always did that.

When he was done he kissed my lips multiple times then added tongue which I gladly excepted and turned my body towards him rubbing up and down my sides and finding his way to my ass. He gave it a tight squeeze before smacking it lightly.

"You look so beautiful In scrubs babygirl." He said and I giggled and blushed

"You always say that." I said looking up at him smiling, he just makes me smile all the time

"Because it's true." He said pecking my lips 3 times. "I wish you didn't have a job so I could keep you wrapped up in my arms all day, I don't want you to leave. But I know you a independent woman who likes to work for her money and do what she's passionate about." He said repeating the speech I gave to him because he tried to make me take a day off of work and I was not having it

I laughed and smacked his arm playfully.

"Shut up fool." I said and he he chuckled pulling me into a tight hug and burying his face in my neck inhaling my scent.

"You know we gotta talk about what happened last night right?" He said in my neck and I sighed

"I don't want to jay." I said softly and he brought his face up to meet my lips.

"Baby I'm not going to force you to tell me now, but you scared the hell out of me last night I was so worried I stayed up for a couple hours after you went back to sleep to make sure you were okay, I thought you were about to pass out or something. So I want you to tell me eventually. Can you do that please?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders

"I don't know, I gotta go to work jay. I'll see you later." She said pecking my lips then grabbing her back and walking downstairs, I followed her after I grabbed some money out of my wallet and walked her to the door opening it for her then walking her to her car opening that door for her too. Once she got in I closed the door and told her to roll down the window.

"Here, take that and EAT! If I find out you not eating it's gone be me and you okay?" I said giving her a hundred dollar bill and she nodded her head biting her lip looking up at me.

"Okay." She said then told me to give her a kiss. I bent down as poked my head in the car then kissed her lips for a couple second before she slid her tongue in my mouth and grabbed my head bring it closer.  I ended it with a peck before fixing her lipgloss that was all around her face with my thumb.

"Alright beautiful I'll see you later?" I asked and she nodded. "My house or yours?" She said mine and I said okay.

"Bye baby." She sweetly said then pulled off I went back in the house to get my things and locked it up then put the spare key back. Then I rode over to my house and started working, checking on my companies and business

Then I did a little bit of snooping around, I wanted to know who Beyoncé's parents were. So I searched her mother's name because I remembered hearing it before. When I searched her name a hair solan popped up. It was called Hollywood headliners. I pressed on it and it took me to the home page. I clicked on the history or the hair solan wondering when it was made. I couldn't believe my eyes when it said 2008, how was it her hair solan but made in 2008. When the situation when down in 2000. And she was dead, that didn't make sense at all to me. Then it was actually an interview of Tina in 2009. I clicked it and she had a little girl beside her.

"Hello everybody, my name is Tina, and this is my daughter Solange, and what you see behind us is my hair solan called Hollywood headliners!" She said then the camera zoomed out and focused on the store.

It was a couple minutes of her talking about the store then about how it came about.

"Well, this idea actually came from a near death experience I had a while back, and I thought life was too short to not live your dreams, and I've always dreamt of owning my own hair solan. I've always had a passion for making people look and feel beautiful. You come in stressed and looking a little rough and you leave feeling uplifted and pretty." She said with a smile

This was all very confusing to me. I grabbed my phone and called tyty.

"Hey bro, can you do me a favor?" I asked and he said of course

"Can you find out where Tina Celestine knowels and Solange knowels live?" I said and he wrote it down and said he'd have it to me by tomorrow night

"Alright thanks man!" I said and we said out good byes

How the fuck was I going to tell Bey all of this?!?

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