Rule breaker (competed)

Rule 18

My life this past month was hell.  its unbearable. i cant let go of the pain i was feeling ... he's totally gone, no more unkown number calls. as in dissappear...  so this is what they called

"be careful what you've wished for" moment..

I found myself sitting in the bar AGAIN, coz its friday AGAIN no work so overtime na naman ako sa bar. .. i have nobody with me, i dont want them to look at me like ako na ang pinakawawang nilalang sa mundo.. i dont want to be their burden again. last i was so wasted i forgot what i did pero alam kong may hindi ako magandang ginawa...

pumunta akong ladies room. a familiar Scent passed right at me.. so I followed it instead.. im a little bit Tipsy that time but still fine.. he walked to the crowd so fast but I still managed to follow him.. then there he is talking with a lady in black tight dress.

I reached for the arm of a man who owned that scent....

"Clark???" when he turned at me, im disappointed  it was not him..

"Im sorry wrong man"

"its fine" sabay balik harap sa kausap nitong girl...

tulala na naman akong nakaharap sa baso ko ... akala ko talaga si Clark yun.

a lot of guys tried to hit on me but i just ignored them... im here to forget not to add my problem.

di ko alam kung naka ilang shot na ba ako nung mag order ulit ako ng alak, .. akmang iinumin ko ng ng may pumigil sa kamay ko..

"thats enough, " i looked at the guy.

"Hey, Paul, long time no see"  yeah i already had enough para malasing i am already stuttering when i talk.

"Ill drive you home"

"no, lets Drink, you needed a drinking buddy right?[chuckled] I remember that time that you were drunk"

"Sia what happened? why this? [sabay taas ng alak]"

"dont worry, no no no, its not you, im so over you" kulang nalang isigaw ko ang sinasabi ko dahil sa ingay sa loob..

i can see pain in his expression when I said those words

"opps!!! my bad, i shouldn't brought up the past i am so sorry Paul"

"Sia youre drunk Ill drive you home,"

"but i still want to drink?" and Sia pouted like a kid...

"no! thats enough" mahinahon na sabi ni Paul, mabilis namang sumunod si Sia..  imbes sya ang mag iinom para pantanggal ng problema nadag dagan pa tuloy ang stress nya

inalalayan ni Paul si Sia sa paglalakad,.. though hindi naman talaga to pasuray suray maglakad inalalayan nya parin baka matabing at matumba pa...

mabilis naupo si Sia sa frontseat ng sasakyan nya. naka upo lang sya at pinagmasdan si Paul na kakapasok lang sa driveseat..

"I dont want to go home.. "

"okay" she knew SIa very well though he never saw her like this before even after they broke up dahil nawala ito bigla...

he brought her somewhere she can have a fresh air... binuksan nya ang bintana ng sasakyan, nung makarating sila sa tabing dagat.

its a rare situation na makasama nya ulit si Sia after he cheated on her...  he missed her so much... di nya alam na doon lang pala nya makikita si Sia na ikinagulat nya..

napatingin to sa kanya, nagulat si Paul kaya agad nyang iniwas ang mata, but he still feel her stare.. di sya mapalagay sa titig ni SIa...

"I get over you and were two years together, maybe i can get over him too, sana" he can see pain, sadness, and hope in her eyes.. at nasasaktan si Paul sa nakikita nya.. inataki na naman sya ng pag sisi... di sana ito magkakaganito ngayon..