Mine

Chapter 13: Pt.1

Jazmine

"No real shit Jay get off me," I said pushing him and his roaming hands away from me.

"Fuck is wrong with you?" You on ya period? You never turn me down."

"No and please don't be an asshole because you know I'll slap the shit outta you," I said giving him a blank stare. "You always think sex is just gonna make everything fine. Who was the bitch that caused you to snap at me?" He has been avoiding me questioning him, but I want answers.

"I already told you nobody."

"But you're fucking lying Jay-"

"I said nobody damn man," He snapped again cutting me off.

"You know what." I laughed shaking my head. "You can go the fuck back to ya crib until you wanna let me know some real shit," I said pushing him towards the door.

He looked at me hesitantly, opening his mouth then closing it back and left.

This was the last full conversation that Jay and I had in the last couple of weeks. I'm not really fucking with him since he's hiding shit. It didn't help that he has been distant making everything worse between us.

I might as well be single.

you with ya lying ass best friend, King? I texted Zay.

Zay☝❤: Nah that nigga been distant.

I guess I wasn't the only person he was distant from. The thing that pisses me off the most is having my son ask where he is since he's use to him here all the time. Yeah my ass is basically single.

Kjayy was just with him this morning to be taken to daycare, he always sees Kjayy. Just me and him always argue then one of us leaves.

I took a picture in my shop full body mirror. I had on some cute shorts with a white top and sandals.

I put the picture on IG:

"Had to pause, nigga wait a minute 😜"

I waited for my next appointment to get here as I looked through the comments and likes I got.

callmeSHAY: 👀 sis got all the cake out

I read more comments from a bunch a thirsty niggas. Then seen ACE comment: you thirst trapping like a mothafucka, bro most have pissed you off. All these fuck boys in ya comments, fuck outta here dawg KINGIN I gotchu.

I surely did put that pic up being smart knowing King would get mad.

He surely did get mad because not even 5 minutes later I received a text.

Jay😍: You must take me as a fucking joke right? Take that shit off Instagram before I fuck you up deadass! Don't no niggas need to be seeing what's mine, let me catch you doing some shit like that again & watch what happens. Fucking delete it!

Is it crazy that I got turned on from that text and wanted to be like "Yes daddy😈"? But I ain't fucking with his lying ass right now so I ignored his message and left the pic.

*

I just finished a sew in when Shay called me to meet her for food. I was walking out my shop with my head all in my phone until it was snatched outta my hand.

I look up about to snap but saw it's Jay. "Fuck are you doing?" I look and see him deleting the picture off Instagram. Then he threw the phone hard as fuck against the brick wall making the phone break apart completely.

"Keep fucking playing with me if you want," he said getting into my face.

I push him back pointing up into his face. "I better have a new iPhone before midnight or I'ma burn ya fucking house down and you know my crazy ass will do it." I know that's not an even exchange but I don't give a fuck.

*

"Why aren't you eating?" Shay asked me as we sat in a restaurant.

"I'm not really hungry." I haven't really been able to eat the past few days. I've been feeling weak but I think I just need more rest. From running around my shop, with Kjayy, and worried about this Jay situation I've been too busy for anything.

"You sure you okay, you look colorless," Shay said sounding concerned. She's a nurse so I know she's trying to figure me out.

I flagged her off. "I just need some sleep. I'm fine."

When I got to Kjayy's daycare I sat in my car for awhile hoping the wave of dizziness I was feeling will past and the pain in my lower abdominal will go away.

When I could finally focus I got out my car and headed to the daycare, but before I reached the door the dizziness came back full force and then everything went black.

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