My mate is my teacher

for the first time breath me

this chapter is dedicated to all my followers .I just want to thank you all for being supportive of me ,and thank all you to all of my book readers for not rushing me to much to update after what happened to my mom . well I'm not going to make this a long a/n but I just want to say thank you to you all and I will try to edit a bit for those people that kept telling me to now to angelic.......

angelic

it's so hard to be breath........

it feels like I'm breathing with a plastic bag over my head just waiting to suffocate ......

I guess I just need him to comfort me .I need him to tell me he loves me ,and that the girl was a mistake, or something I don't know yet I just need to breath. he is my breath I'm waiting to inhale. he is my air...... wow I sound desperate and thirsty ... I just miss him and I no I don't forgive him yea well I'm far from forgiveness I just need him right now .

I open my eyes and see maggie glaring at me . well someone is mad.I take out my ear phones from my ears and look at her expectantly

"did you say something" I said

"yes actually I have been talking to you for the past 10 minutes and I think my speech was amazing" maggie rambled on

"oh sorry was thinking " was lame reply

" ok well get dressed because we have to go meet our new pack"

" I literally have nothing I can fit into we have to get new ones " I said while trying not to think about my mate uffff I wish I could just forget about him now. I don't like to feel vulnerable.

*I want mate to* queen says finnaly making an appearance. I haven't talked to her since yesterday.

* I no how are u holding up* I said

*well its surely hurts it hurts to be without him but we can handle it because I were strong and powerful * queen said and just like that I'm back to reality.

"are u even listening to me" I turn to see the voice was from Rom.

"what did you say Rom" I said while taking out my ear phones again

"are you alright because if your not we don't have to go" Rom said while looking me in the eyes as if to see if I was gonna try to lie.

"im fi-

"try again "I here gio say

"Ok are we going to the mall or what" I said trying to change the subject.

"if your alright we will" karen said. wow I totally forgot she was there

"lets go but I don't feel like I can handle meeting the pack just yet" I said while putting my ear phones back into my ears and paying attention to the lyrics to lana del reys song called young and beautiful

well you still love me when I'm no longer young and beautiful

well u still love me when ive got nothing but my aching soul

I no you will I no you will I no that you willllllll

Will u still love me when I'm not young and beautiful

I finished off the song thinking about that verse. will he ever love me. Will he ever show me any type of love. Will he always choose someone over his mate.

"hello can u here me" I look up and see everyone's eyes on me.....

"loud and clear" was my reply

"well get your lazy butt up"that's when it happened. and by it I mean everything changed. one second im looking at the eyes of my brother next I'm starting at my brother while he is pinned to the seat and I hold him by his neck........ I don't think I did that or do my eyes deceive me or is it really me....I think while trying to gain control over my body

well how do you like it so far. I no the chapter is short but I'm just gonna make short chapters but update often and I have edited the book thank you to my cridicts