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TZUYU'S

'your so stupid, Tzuyu' I said inside my head as I slam my head on the cafe table when I read Sana's message

"Tzuyu, I get that your guilty but you don't have to hurt yourself" Nayeon stated as she started to pat my head slowly

"ugh, I feel so bad" I mumbled as my face was still on the table while I start to scream mentally

"Yah! what did you even do?" Jisoo, or also known as Jihyo now, said out of the blue feeling confused as ever

"i called her filthy, disgusting and ughhh--i don't wanna talk about it. I don't even know why it effects me so much" I said with full on honesty as I looked up and layed down on the couch of the cafe while covering my face as I breathe deeply.

"Is it because she expressed to much emotion to make you feel guilty?" Nayeon said in a teasing way as she puts her index finger on her lip

"--or is it because you wanted to make a scene?" Jeongyeon followed as she got what her girlfriend was trying to do.

"--or is it because you like her~?" Nayeon and Jeongyeon said with a smirk on there face as they push me lightly

"I don't like her! okay?!" I screamed trying to convince them on what I had just said.

"Your swollen eyes don't say so" Jihyo said as a smirk appeared while rolling her eyes

"Jihyo-unnie, you too" I said as I whined while pouting

"I'm sorry Tzuyu-ah, but the unnies are right. Just admit that you like her! Stop playing hard to get, Tzuyu" Jihyo told me as she puts hand on my shoulder

"I don't want to. You know what she did to me! What if it happends again?" I said while my eyes started to widen trying to prove a point.

"Tzuyu, it's been 8 years! Stop being so delusional" Nayeon said while taking a bite from the cake that they bought.

"But it still hunts me, unnie" I whispered looking down as I remember what happened.

"Do think that's the same Sana who loves you today?" Jihyo said as she looked into my eyes while tears started to gather upon them

"I-i don't know" I stuttered as wipe off the tears before it falls down

"You better get your shit together, Tzuyu" Jeongyeon told me as she takes a sip of her coffee

"--before she changes her mind on you" Jeongyeon then added as she placed her drink down

"Speaking of the devil--check who's entering the cafe" Nayeon said smirking as she points at the entrance of the area

The latter had a big baggy gray sweater and long black leggings on. Her hair was up on a ponytail while her bangs just fall down her forehead. It was unusually for me to see her like this. She always likes to show of her milky whi---i mean, some skin even in such a cold weather.

"What is she wearing? Isn't it suppose to be wearing her favorite crop top sweater with them, denim shorts? And her aura, it's completely wrong. How is she not smiling like usually? I don't un---" I whisper-yelled as I pointed out things that make me worry about her until Jihyo cutted me off

"She's smiling but look into her eyes, Tzuyu. Don't let her fool you because she's also breaking" Jihyo said as she points at Sana while I quickly turn at her.

Her smile stayed, the same on for the pass years but as I look up her eyes were saying something else. She had red, puffy, swollen eyes like the ones I have but hers was different.

"Tzuyu-ah, leave the past right now and let the future worry you. You're hurting, she's hurting. You love her, she loves you. Even if you guys don't see it, you two are longing for each other's love. You better fix this, Chou Tzuyu. I see, you too, want this." Jihyo said as she stood up and started to walk towards the entrance as the two other unnies followed her after a millisecond

The only two people in the cafe was only me and Sana. They silence in the room was filled with the sound of rain drops falling down from the outside. The latter stood up as she ordered a latte and quickly sat back down as she finally got it.

'Should I?' I thought inside my head as I contemplate if should do a surtain act

I slowly stood up as I watch her drink the latte that she ordered. I walked slowly towards her as I felt nervous. My heart started to beat a million times faster than the before as I got closer to her.

"M--ms.chou" Sana stuttered as she saw me seated down infront of her as she puts her head down quickly after.

"Sana-unnie, please don't act this way" I told Sana as I started to lift her head up.

"I'm so sorry, Sana-unnie. I didn't mean to say those words. I-i just caught anger as the car started spinning! I hate seeing you cry, unnie. Can't things stay the same? Please forgive me" I said while rambling words out as I held both of her hands

"Tzuyu, I forgive you" Sana said as we stared at each others eyes

"But somethings are just--better if we stay this way, Tzuyu" Sana said as she slowly removes her hand from mine. I started to stare at her as both of our eyes starts to tear up.

"Baby, please stay" I said while holding her wrist as she stood up

"Tzuyu, don't call me that" Sana said slowly, not facing me as she pulled her hand towards her body.

"It's---annoying" She said as she finally started to walk to towards the exit and left

The cafe was silent after that, all you could hear was the sudden loudness of the rain. It was like the rain was following someone. I was left with emotions of anger and sadness that I just had to let out.

"CHOU TZUYU! YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING BITCH" I yelled as the staff members start to stare at me. The feeling was always unknown to me even Jungkook has never let me feel this way. The beat of my heart suddenly aches as soon as she left the cafe.

It was different, all I wanted to do was cry but crying was always my weakness. Tears was always my enemy but right now I had to give up on that.

"i love you" I mumbled, shedding a single tear

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hi bbys
expecially to the bitter ones ;)

im sorry if this chapter sucks because im not really good with 'sad' scenes
see you in the next one 🌇