The boy next door ||KJY(GD)||☑

Chapter 12: New beginnings

~3 months since Yoongi's passing~

Its been so long since we lost Yoongi.
His funeral service was full of family of his.
They were devasted.
I barely knew any of them.
But they thanked me, for trying to help him.
They knew he was with me for a while, since I was basically his therapist since Jimin had passed.
I hugged a lot of people there.

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Present night

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"Jiyong... Im sorry" I looked at him.
"For what babygirl?" He looked a bit concerned.
"Ive brought so much sadness to your life.. With Jimin, and Yoongi, them passing.."
"Shush. You have not. Sure, I was sad as hell, and still am. But you make me so happy, as long as I dont lose you, everything will be perfectly okay" he hugged me.
I hugged him back and stayed quiet for a moment.
"You won't lose me..." I spoke soft and low but he heard me.
He kissed my head and then let me go, since he was cooking.
"I love you babygirl" he said while stirring his pot.
"I love you too oppa" I reply and then walk to the living room.
I sit down on the couch and look down at my sleeved arms.
Why  I so stupid!?
I slightly pull my sleeve up and reveal 3 cuts.
Ugh. I'm so dumb, why would I do this!?
I tell at myself.
I had no reason to cut.
I'm sad, but, that's not reason!
I smack myself in the wrist heasitently.
Wincing at the pain, I turn to get up.
Jiyong appears in front of the tv where I was about to go.
"T-thank you hun" I say quietly.
He just turned and smiled at me.
Coming back to sit down, a show starts playing.
His favorite drama
I stare at the screen as it plays.
I laugh when im supposed to.
Smile when im supposed to.
And so on, but, it was fake.
I just dont want him to worry.
I mean, im okay and all, but, still very broken.
On the outside everyone is okay, most of us hide our problems.
"y/n!" Jiyong says, snapping me from my day dream.
"W-what, what?" I blink my eyes a few times.
"I was saying, theres a thunder storm coming, we need to go get some food and stuff to last us through the week. It'll be a while before it passes" he spoke as he looked over top of me.
I nodded in agreement.
"Hold on, let me go get clothes and shoes on"
He nods and sits down.
I run to the bedroom and grab my favorite shoes and hoodie.
Slipping on some y/f/c skinny jeans as well.
I walk back out and Jiyong is already in the car.
I grab the house keys and then lock the house up.
Sighing, I make my way to the car.
Getting in, we drive off.
We make it to the store quickly and head inside.
He grabs a basket and we quickly find everything we'll need.
And a few extra things.
We check out then go home, bringing everything inside and putting it away.
After that, I got to the bedroom, stripping my clothes, and just lay in bed.
I call Jiyong in and tell him to take his shirt off.
I bit my lip staring at his tattoos and then laid back down smirking.
He chuckled at me then came to hug me.
"I love you y/n" he spoke soft and kissed my head.
I smiled and turned myself over quickly to kiss his lips.

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A/n

Sorry this is so short, I'll try and update again soon. But Chapter 13 will be longer, I promise.
love y'all ❤

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