My Love For You ( A Sailor Moon Fan Fiction)

Feelings And Music Notes

*Still Serena's pov*

That afternoon Darien had to run out to the store for something leaving me to my lonesome. While he was gone I decided to write how I felt. He may not know it but I write a lot of poems about Darien. Oh how I love that man.

My heart belongs to you

That much I know

I'll bring my love in to view

To you it'll show

My prince in shining armour

Without you I'm lonely

I need you more

By the end of our story

My love for you has no end

I hope you understand

I'll be there if you need a friend

If need be I'll take your hand

Finally I put my pen down, sitting there thinking. I was so lost in thought I didn't notice Darien coming in with Rini and the girls. "Serena?" he said, getting my attention. "Eh? Sorry, I was just thinking." I spoke. "Well that's a first." Rei said jokingly. Everyone laughed but I didn't think it was that funny. When everyone noticed my silence Rei said, "I said something wrong, didn't I? I'm sorry Serena." I shook my head. "Nah, it's okay. Sadly I'm used to it now." Rini asked, her face showing worry, "What does that mean Serena? Are you getting bullied at school or something?"

Putting my hands in my lap, I took a breath. I answered, "Yeah. People make fun of my hairstyle, they call me names and now boys are beginning to catcall me in the hallways." As much as I wanted to cry right now I didn't. Silence greeted my reply only to be broken by Ami. "Is that why you looked sad after school yesterday?" she asked quietly. I just nodded, not really in the mood to talk. They all looked at me, their expressions totally saddened. Nobody said anything. Grabbing my portable keyboard (yes, I play), I played a song that I wrote concerning this.

Safe
(Britt Nicole)

You keep trying to get inside my head
While I keep trying to lose the words you said
Can't you see I'm hanging by a thread
To my life, what I know
Yeah, I'm losing control and

Oh no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
when love just isn't safe

You're not safe, mmm-mm

I'm strong enough
I've always told myself
I never wanna need somebody else
But I've already fallen from that hill
So I'm dropping that guard,
here's your chance at my heart and

Oh no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
when love just isn't ...

Everything you want, but it's everything you need
It's not always happy endings
But it's all the in-between
It's taken so long, so long to finally see
That your love is worth the risk

Oh, no
My walls are gonna break

Oh no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
when love just isn't safe

Oh no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
when love just isn't safe

You're not safe
And that's okay

As I stopped playing mostly all the girls, Rini included, were in tears. Darien just looked as if all he wanted to do was hold me. "Oh Serena..." Lita said, looking like she was going to cry. "Don't blame yourselves guys," I told them, "This isn't your fault." "But..." Mina seemed to be at a loss for words. Darien's arms made their way around my waist, his head resting on my shoulder. "There's a side to this you haven't heard yet." I stated in a low voice, my hand landing on Darien's head. All of them looked at me expectantly. Before I started playing I kissed Darien on the head and whispered, "For you baby."

Hanging On
(Britt Nicole)

You see my anxious heart
You see what I am feeling
And when I fall apart
You are there to hold me
How great Your love for me
Now I see what You're thinking
You say I'm beautiful
Your voice is my healing

Without You I just can't get by
So I'm

Hanging on to every word You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

And when the darkness falls
I can't see what's before me
Your voice is like the dawn
Always there to guide me

Without You I just can't get by
So I'm

Hanging on to every word You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

You know me better than I know myself
Better than anybody else
Your love is sounding like a ringing bell
Oh, oh, I won't let go

Hanging on to every word You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

Hanging on to every word You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my life
I'm hanging on

Putting my instrument away, I felt my shoulder getting damp. "Darien? Are you crying babe?" I asked him gently. He just nodded, unable to speak. Lifting his head, Darien looked at me as if wondering who I was. That in itself was enough to make me cry. Leaning my forehead against Darien's I thought, any couple that's cried together, I hope they heal together as well.