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Part 9: Falling

As I woke up by the bright light I felt something heavy on the stomach I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed it and looked under my blanket I saw him sweetly sleeping in under my chest right above my stomach, I want to scream at him right now for sleeping at me but nothing comes out I have no energy for this I plop my head back to the pillow and looked at the ceiling as I recall what happened last night

Last night~

I looked around making sure that my mom is already asleep as I opened the window beside my bed and dimmed the light on my lampshade, I quietly sit on my bed patiently waiting for him as I saw a shadow and I quickly helped him jump to the window, we walk without making any noise, he laid on the bed I followed him and laid beside him he hugs me really tight and put my head in his chest while patting it softly

" just sleep already "
" I'm sorry for calling you late at night "
" it's fine don't feel sorry I know that you've been having nightmares and I'm always here for you "
" thank you so much jimin "

And then we fall asleep just like that hugging each other

- -

I quickly push him over and he falls out of the bed and landed in his butt I looked at him underneath the bed, his groaning in pain holding his precious butt

" yah! " jimin shouted
" I'm sorry, I didn't did it my hands did it "
" after what I did for you last night "

Sticking your tongue out and runs away from him as he quickly follows you downs stairs running
While your running to the living room you suddenly trips and fortunately landed on the sofa as he quickly catch up to you hovering on top of you, teasing you with a smirk on his face but you just glare at him and his smirk fades away and said

" are you still mad at me "
" didn't I tell you that you need to leave before the morning my mom might see you pabo "

" hey I'm sorry, you're the one here that's calling me last night because you have a nightmare about your ex- "

" shut up I don't wanna here about it "
" I was about to wake you up but you look really asleep so I decided to sleep beside you "
" whatever jimin "

" your not mad at me anymore, I can't take it when your mad at me "
" I'm not until you get up from me "
" oh I'm sorry "

As he pulls away and sit on the other side of the sofa pouting like a cute puppy waiting for him to get attention from doing something bad, I just sigh walks behind him and thought that I already left but then i go behind him and back hug him really tight and he looks down blushing, god he looks so cute did I really make him blush, I blush at the thought of that.

- -

As we are walking to the park he holds my hand slowly intertwining them and looks at me with a soft smile and said

" so whats your answer? "
" huh? "

" I'm going straight to the point, will you be my girlfriend? I mean we've been friends for weeks now but I really like you and I don't wanna waste anymore time "

" umm jimin I'm sorry I don't think I can accep- "
" please let's just try it there's nothing to lose anyways "

As he goes down to his knees squeezing my hand lightly staring at me his eyes are filled with love and sadness,
I just stared at him shocked by what's he's doing right now i can't stand him looking like this, I bring him back to stand up

" jimin what are you doing stand up "
" no until you answer me "
" jimin please "

" I know your still haven't move on from him, I just can't see you every night quietly sobbing for him even if you thought I was already asleep, it's hurts me I don't want you to be hurt, even if you don't feel the same way towards me,
I will make sure to make you fall in love with me please give me a chance to make you happy, please let me love you "

my eyes getting a little watery by the moment trying to hold the tears back from bursting out of my eyes but a tear fights through slowly falls into my grey shirt creating small black dots drenching my shirt, as the memories comes back to me when the times that jimin is always there for me whenever, wherever he always appears when I'm feeling down and already knows how to make me feel better like he knows me better than me he always makes me smile just by looking at his face while he smiles
He make me forget all the bad pieces of memories of the cruel past.

should I give him a CHANCE?