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Part 24: Forgive

You slightly opened your eyes as you patted
the space beside you and realize that Yoongi's not there anymore. You decided to go the bathroom and fix your self before heading down. When you reach the bottom step you suddenly smell something. Your eyes widen and immediately followed the aroma and it leads you to the kitchen. You see a yoongi cooking breakfast this is new scene for you. You sneak behind him and back hug him. Making him quite startled and glanced at you.

"Wait, Who are you? You scared the shit out of me Y/N don't do that again"

"What do you mean who are you, like jimin
and jungkook will hug you like this, I'm the only one who can give you cuddles like this"

"I know that very well, you have the best cuddles and I made you breakfast"

I broke the hug and sat on the nearest stool while he prepares the breakfast he cooked for me in the table.

"Thank you oppa, But are you only doing this because you owe me something, you haven't explained anything to me yet"

"Don't worry I haven't forgot, let's eat firsts and talk about that later okay"

He said that while patting my head lightly. I
giggled and started eating with him. After a
few minute I heard footsteps behind me and
I immediately stand up and hug that person without glancing at them. Cause I already know who it is. He return the hug and lift me up placing both of my legs around his waist kinda straddling him in the air. As I throw my hands on his neck. He hugs me tightly with his hand on my back and his other hand under my thigh that's supporting my weight.

"Good morning, Kookie wanna join us to eat. Yoongi cooked us breakfast. Like I told you last nice he's really nice"

"Is that how you always greet him in the morning, I remember you telling yesterday
that you don't have a boyfriend. Do you know that's what couples do? If not you need to
stop it or else people will think your together"

I didn't even said anything he already stormed off. I glance at jungkook and he just shrug his shoulders making me bit my lips nervously. While I he put me down gently. Why is he being like this I didn't even do anything.

"Hey are you okay, don't be sad I'm sure he's fine don't worry about him"

"What's wrong with me, I shouldn't hugged you like that in front of him"

"It's not your fault, we do that everyday he's just not used to it, that's why he's being like that and don't you think that hugging me like that is wrong cause it's not"

After he said that he pulled me into a hug and
I snuggled my head on his soft chest while he softly kiss the top of my head. I don't why but
I don't wanna let go of his hug and wanna stay like this forever. I feel so comfortable and safe in his arms. But I remember what yoongi said earlier then I broke the hug.

"Where's jimin did you see him earlier?"

"He's gone somewhere, maybe his with his brother Hoseok?"

"Oh I forgot, he doesn't live here anymore.
I'm gonna talk to yoongi are you alright here kookie"

"I'm good, but be quick we're gonna play this new game I bought the other day and when you came back don't forget about the snacks okay"

I nodded and give him a kiss on the cheek.
Not realizing what I just do. I felt my face get red and I hurriedly gone upstairs leaving him flustered. I need to distance my self more from jungkook because things like this ended up happening. I need to realize the we're not alone in this house anymore. We've gone so close during the few weeks and he teaches me these kind of things. Me being naive and oblivious about this stuff. I didn't know that these romantic things are what couples do. Like what happened earlier when I hugged him. I really am an idiot. I knocked on my room and realize it was opened and I go inside. I saw yoongi laying in the bed with his phone. I sat next to him and hugged him. I always do this when his mad or doesn't wanna talk to me and it always works. I saw him smiled for a second and back to the bored face he has.

"Why are you hugging me? If your boyfriend sees us like this he's gonna be mad"

"Jungkook is not my boyfriend I'm sorry okay. Wait you are the one here who owe me an explanation not me"

He looked me with his loving eyes and held my hand lightly and said.

"I apologize for my deeds in the past I'm very lucky to have you as a girlfriend but I ruined it by my stupid mistakes. I know you wouldn't believe this but I just want you to know that I didn't kiss her. I thought it was you, I was bit drunk too. I don't need you to believe me right now but it will makes sense later."

"Continue and who is she I know she's not just a class mate like you told me before" I remove my hands from his grip and stared at him with my arms crossed.

"She's my ex girlfriend, she's crazy I gave her everything, my love, my life but what did I get nothing. She doesn't love me back and she
even cheated on me. That's why I came back I don't want you to think that I don't love you or I never have because it's not true. It hurts I
need you, let's start as a friend and work our way up there"

"Do I have a choice"

He shook his head and hold my hands pulling me into a hug and I hugged back. He broke
the hug. our faces are only a few inches away.
He's still gazing at her. She decided to close
her eyes from the sudden closeness. Until he landed his lips on hers. His lips were tender, she could feel his love and how he misses her, just through the softest touch of his lips. She
pulled away when she remembered jungkook She kinda left him waiting for her down there.
She decided not to say anything to avoid the awkwardness and left him there. When She head downstairs. She heard people laughing
so loud. She rapidly run her way over the living room and saw jungkook playing games with taehyung.

"I thought you hate each other, then what's happening over here and taehyung don't you touch my favorite controller kookie bought me that"

"Well he just got here a minute ago, I asked him to play the game with me while I was waiting for you" jungkook uttered

"Y/N your not gonna give your best friend a hug" taehyung suddenly runs up to me and give me a bear hug.

"I missed you so much taehyungie where have you been, why didn't you called me or even texted me, I'm so worried about you"

I said still hugging him until he broke the hug and gaze at the person behind me and gaze back at me.

"Who the hell is this Y/N, Wait is he your ex, wait what is he doing here. Is he bothering you again" taehyung said with an angry tone.

Yoongi just looked at me waiting for me to answer for him.

"Yes He's my ex boyfriend and No he's not bothering me or anything"

I said while holding on taehyungs shirt trying to stop him if he does anything stupid. Because only taehyung knows how this man really hurts me and my heart. He's the one who helped me to get over him by making me laugh and spending day and night with me. And buys me my favorite foods to forget everything. I really appreciate him so much that's why we're best friends forever and he will do anything just to make me happy and I will do the same for him.

"But I was there when you're so down and heart broken, I saw how hurt you were and I'm not planing to see that again"

"Taehyung please don't make a scene here, I understand we're your coming from but I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want anyone to get hurt"

You gaze at his eyes telling him that your really have moved on and assured him with a smile on your face. He finally calmed down but before you can protest he hold your hands and dragged you upstairs and left the boys there with their confused face.

"Y/N what happen in this house the last time I check your boyfriend is jimin. And his best friend jungkook lives with you. And now you and Jimin are not a thing anymore and your what the hell is your ex boyfriend doing here"

"Well let me explain everything okay"

You explained to him what happened when his gone. And he's was taken aback by everything. But still trying to understand all the things that coming out from your mouth. You're still his little naive angel after all. But of course you didn't tell him every single detail like what happened between you and jungkook. What I mean is the cuddling session and the kiss with your ex boyfriend. That's why sometimes I wish I have a girl friend so I can tell her juicy stories like this. I really need to make more friends or an older brother to talk how boys act. but these boys are enough for now.