Lost and Found

The first time

He finally convinced Raven to go in his room and watch a movie with him. He knew she wouldn't like to be out in public again after the book store.
"So do you wanna watch Wrong Turn or Hannibal?" He asked as he showed her the two discs.
"I don't care. You pick." She said with a grin. She loved how he picked two movies she would like.
"Well I guess Wrong Turn then because I've never seen it. Hannibal is disgusting." His back muscles tensed.
"Well I hate to break it to you but Wrong Turn isn't  much better."
He put the disk in his Tv and laid in the bed
with her. He stacked pillows so he could sit up high enough. Once he was laid down and
comfortable Raven wrapped her arms around his torso and tucked her head under his chin so she could  still see the Tv as well. He smiled at the cute little response and put one of his arms around her pulling her closer. He never really noticed how much he loved her until she came back. Her violet hair and eyes, how she smelled of lavender and tea.
"You're so beautiful." He said with a grin. He felt her nuzzle closer to him.
"And you're so handsome." She said giving him a tight squeeze. He chuckled.
It was about 40 minutes into the movie and Beastboy couldn't take all of the blood.
"This is so crazy how—" He cut himself off when he looked down and Raven was asleep. He smiled and grabbed the remote to change turn off the Tv.
"Hey Raven.." he lifted her head and her eyes slowly opened. She was greeted with a warm smile from him when she woke up. She smiled and kissed him softly.
"What time is it?" She said as she placed a kiss on his cheek.
"It's three or so..."
"The crime alarm hasn't went off?"
"Yeah the city has been quiet for a few days. It's been great!"
"Well that's good." She said and smiled.
He looked into her innocent violet eyes and he kissed her after a few seconds. They pulled apart and he gave her a serious look. She did the same and she soaked in his bright green eyes. Before she could do anything he kissed her again, but this kiss was more passionate. When she broke the kiss to gasp for air he gently pushed her down in the bed. He had a bunk bed so the mattress wasn't as big but it still was comfortable. He crawled on top of her and he started to place kisses down her neck. When he got to her collarbone he heard her take in a huge breath.
"Are you okay?" He asked her while stroking her cheek. She nodded.
"I can stop if you want. We can wait." He said softly. She smiled and gave him a quick kiss.
"It's okay. I'm ready and I know I can trust you." She said as she kissed a soft line down his neck. She heard him purr and she laughed softly. She laid back down to let him continue.
He started back on her neck and he took her cloak off and threw it on the floor. He started licking her collarbone and she ran her fingers through his hair.
Her fingers found the bottom of his shirt and she pulled it over his head. When his shirt was off he threw it on the floor and kissed her softly before slowly pulling her leotard down.
The memories from all of the men in the past year started to come to her mind but she pushed them away. She knew this wasn't forced and if she said the word he would stop immediately. He also was being so gentle and not harsh and bruising like they were. She knew this was right.
When her leotard was off and she was only in her undergarments he noticed a long scar right on top of her waist on her lower stomach.
"Rae what happened?" He said as he traced the scar with his finger.
"When they first put me in the business, they made sure I couldn't get pregnant..." She said sadly. He saw her sad expression and he kissed her cheek. He pulled away and looked at her body. There was still bruises and lots of scars left behind but he didn't care. He saw the long cut on her forearm she did to herself and he lifted her arm and kissed the skin where the scar was.
"You are so beautiful." He said again as he stroked her cheek. She smiled and sat up so they were facing each other. She kissed him on the lips and trailed to the top of his chest. She gently pushed him back to where she was on top. She trailed down to the top of his shorts and then back up. She heard his breath get louder the lower she went down. She slowly pulled down his shorts to where he was only in his boxers. When they were off and on the floor he smirked at her and pushed her to where she was on the bottom again.
She felt his hands go to unhook her bra and she had a strong nervous feeling in her stomach. This was her first time with consent and she didn't know what to expect. He noticed her nervous facial expression.
"Are you okay?" He said with a worried face.
"Yeah... Yeah I'm okay." She said shyly.
"Don't be scared, you're so pretty Raven you don't even understand. And I promise this moment is only between you and me, nobody else." He said and kissed her softly. She felt a warm feeling in her stomach. Nobody has ever treated her with so much care, or told her how beautiful she was so many times. For a moment, she forgot about all of the wrong in her life and only felt right.
He finally took her bra off and threw it off the bed. He ran his tongue across her upper chest and she ran her fingers through his hair. As he kept up this act her breathe got heavier. He then ran his tongue down her stomach and she bit her lip as he made it to the bottom of her stomach. When he reached the bottom he lifted his head and smirked at her before pulling her underwear down leaving her fully exposed. He then took of his boxers so the were both left in nothing but their skin. He crawled on top of her and kissed her.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked as he kissed her jaw line.
"Yes, I promise I am." She said kissing his cheek. He nodded and he slowly pushed himself in. She bit her lip and buried her face in his shoulder at the slightly painful feeling.
"Do you want me to stop? If it hurts I will." He whispered into her hair. She shook her head.
"No it's okay. I'm fine." She said looking into his deep green eyes. He nodded and slowly pushed all of the way in.
"He's so gentle and sweet." She thought to herself as she saw he was trying to be as careful as possible.
"Is this your first time?" She asked as he looked more nervous than she did.
"You can tell?" He grinned slightly. She chuckled and nodded. Her grin soon went away when she felt him pull out halfway and push back in. A little bit of the pain was still there but now it was mostly pleasure. She could tell he was still nervous.
"You're doing great." She whispered in his ear trying to relieve him from his stress. She wrapped her legs around his and kissed down his jaw while he started slow at first. When he started going a little faster she wrapped her arms around his neck. They started kissing passionately. She now was feeling no pain and all pleasure.
She never thought this moment would happen after she was raped. She thought nobody would love her this way and she would be known as a Whore or Slut. She thought she would never trust a boy with something like this, but she thought wrong. She knew he could be trusted after everything he has done for her.
After one final thrust he pulled out and covered her and himself with the blanket he had on his bed. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her so her bare chest was touching his.
"I love you so much." He said kissing her on the lips.
"And I love you." She said running her fingers through his hair.
"So how was I?" He asked panting for breath.
"You were perfect." He smirked at her compliment.
"Well you weren't so bad yourself. Thank you for being my first." He said kissing her forehead. She giggled and tucked her head under his chin. The tiredness came back and she fell asleep. He smiled softly before turning on the Tv.
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Okay so every time I look at the first chapter of this story it says that I updated it a day ago😂 I haven't even touched it lol. Idk what the deal is but I hope you all enjoyed and see ya soon!❤️