It was ridiculous. I was being bullied. Or still by Crowley and his gang. I still listened to my music. I didn't really talk to Dean that much. Prom was coming up in a couple weeks. I resisted on going. Charlie and Kevin seem into it. They're going with their dates. That's it. Their dates. I didn't have a date. I sighed as I turned up the volume of my music louder. I didn't like the marks other people left on my body. I could make my marks but not other people physically. I held my sides. Tears threatened to spill.
I hated my life so much. I just wondered how I put up with it. How I ignore the most simplest things. I closed my eyes and swallowed. I took a couple deep breaths. I felt my phone buzz. I took it out of my pocket and saw Gabriel texted me. It said: Hey, Cassie, I found a party at Lisa Braedon's house. You should go, it's tonight. Deano's gonna be there ;)
I stared at the text. Gabriel knew. He knew... that my- I had- no- I wouldn't. Would I? So many thoughts ran through my head. I looked back to the text. I replied: I'll go but you're coming with me. I immediately got a reply of okay. I sighed again and this time I didn't go into the lunch room. I ate in the library. I couldn't deal with my social anxiety right now.
The party was tonight. Oh God.. I thought. The rest of the school day I avoided being in Dean's path. I just didn't want to deal with anything the popular's were in. Not right now. I needed some time alone to fix myself. Sure, Dean was nice, but I feel if I get too friendly with him, he'll push me away. I didn't want to fear it.
I needed to know it and be prepared. And I was. I was hurting right now. I already decided on going to Lisa's party now I'm stuck going. I hope I don't do anything stupid. Then I'll be a real disappointment at home and worst of all a slut.
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I watched the football game and we won. I was proud of Dean but I'm avoiding all costs. I was the first one out and traveling to my bike. I hopped on when I heard a specific someone call my name. I started biking away. "Cas! Wait!" Dean yelled behind me. I biked away. Lisa's party was in 45 minutes. I had time before I needed to deal with my social anxiety.
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Truth or Dare: Spin The Bottle (BOOK ONE)
FanfictionDean Winchester is the popular jock who plays on the football team as Captain and has the looks that girls die over. Then there's Castiel Novak, the shy kid who doesn't have that many friends. Dean and Castiel know each other and have been paired up...
