Perfect Scars [COMPLETED]

chapter 12✔️nightmare

sana walk into the house with her blank mind...then her step stopped when her head bump with something wide infront of her...

she looked up and her eyes meet with a very peace eyes staring at her...

"are you hungry??"her soft voice whsiper infront of his face

"i think so"he reply shortly

she nodded then smile

"wait...i'll make a dinner for you"

"it's supper time right now"he said

she smile 

"i'm sorry"she said then walk to the kitchen

he followed her as well

along the supper preparing time...they didn't talk at all...her mind was still blank meanwhile his mind was find out what the hell that happen to her that she become so quiet an unlike herself

after 20 minute the food done..she serve him the porridge and the milk then sit across him

"thank you"he said and she nodded slightly

it's silent for moment before he break it

"if you were tired then go to sleep first , i can handle myself"he said

"i don't think i can sleep tonight"she said slowly almost whisper

"are you okay??"he ask 

she just smile......

he finish his food and she quickly took the dish but she grab her hand and sign her to sit 

he push the dish aside and staring deep into her eyes

"why??"she ask confusedly

"just...i think.. you need someone right now"he said softly..

for a moment both of them change stares without any word 

"my mom death 7 years ago...in a very awful condition...and i've saw her death body that time..the blood all over her body,she lose her organs...i couldn't imagine how hurt it was for her..untill today,i slept with that memory,everynight...i saw her body...her awful body..i'm tired too....i just want to sleep...without those sleeping pills,i hope i just could sleep and never wake up again...but i can't.."she said withou any expression..there's also no tears

"you know what's the fuck happen on the night my mom dead??her husband was not there....when he supposed to be there..he supposed to protect her that night..but he left my mom on that night..because of him..my mom dead..but i really hope..my mom won'never known what is the real things he did that night..or she would be more hurt even more...and now...i live like doll for my mom...do you know how serious i am when i said i'm tired??i'm just done with this life...but i can't find the right way to escaped from my own hell...he's my father after all and a guy my mom love so much...i want to kill him...then it's mean i'm going to hurt my mom too..cause she never love someone else like how she love that monster.."she continue..slowly she put her head down...she take a deep breathe..