Perfect Scars [COMPLETED]

chapter17✔️Mess up

SANA POV

"the heck!!it's already 5 a.m and i still can't sleep or even close my eyes.."i groan while rolled on my bed...

i stop and sigh..this is all because of him!!just if he didn't said those words last night..i wouldn't be so stress like this....

flashback

"i think i'd fall in love..with you"

he keep staring at me and so do i...i can felt my cheeks was already burned up...i blink my eyes a few times to make sure i'm not dreaming or smoething..but then he gently pat my cheeks and smile...

"i don't know that's going to make you flustered like this"he said softly

"you're joking don't you...?"i said carefully

"you don't need to take it seriously if you don't want to...cause you know it's going to be awkward..it's better just to pretend not to hear it"he said and start to lay on the bed..then close his eyes

i couldn't said anything...but my eyes can't stop staring at his face...

"don't give me any answer...either it is a Yes or No...cause i'm not hoping for any of it"he said with his husky voice still close his eyes

"i don't get you"i said

he open his eyes then stare at me again

"ofcourse i don't want you to answer No..cause its mean you reject me..but in the other hand i'm not ready if it's a yes..there's so many things that you don't know about me...there's 3 things we need to hold if we agreed to be in a relationship...TRUST,LOVE and BE REAL..." then he suddenly lean toward me...after just a second i could feel his nose touching mine...his hand caress my cheeks

" trust get you killed,love gets you hurt and being real gets you hated....i'm not ready to hurt you...not you"he said then smile...

that's when i could felt a soft lips on mine...my eyes was widen...and i was freeze

when my mind told me to stop and just push him away...my lips slowly move against his...there's something in my stomach..it's felt weird but i don't want it to stop...it just a soft and sincere kiss...untill he suddenly grab my shoulder and gently pull me up without break the kiss...now both of us were standing ...his hand slowly roaming behind my back and it give me shiver..he stop the roaming my back and wrap his hand around my waist...thats when my hand suddenly circle his neck....

we both break the kiss and catch up for breathe...he stare deep in my eyes then start to lean for kiss again...he kiss me again..and ofcourse..i couldn't do anything but kiss him back...it was a deep kiss but there's no lust in our kiss..i could felt the sincerity...

taehyung suddenly make a step that unintentionally force me to step back too...we start to walk reversely....he open the door with one of his hand but didn't broke the kiss..