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I missed 10 days of classes, but I didn't care, I couldn't even compreheand the emptynesss I felt inside, I have always felt lonely, but this was different. It was only bitter and poisonous, I wanted to escape the pain, but I couldnt. I tried to ignore it, I tried to act like it shouldn't have been a big deal, but it still broke me.

I was so broken to the point of me feeling like nothing in the world mattered. I was broken enough to notice I need saving.

*ding* my phone chimed. I had forgotten that I had even left it on.

I grabbed it to turn it off for I assuemed it was another messege from my 'famliy'. But as I was about to do so I saw that the message had been from someone else

~Jieun
Hey Namjoon, i haven't seen u around lately. R u okay?????

and for the first time in two weeks, my mind taken away from my misfortunes.
Chilwu, what was she doing? Did she notice my absence? Would she have possibly missed me? Is she going through a hard time? I hope not.

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:'(

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