.The Killer's Isl.

-21-

Seth's pov:

I was 'happily' cleaning up the bodies I knew of and even started singing a song that.... I had never, I'm not a song writer, I just put memories and thoughts in a rhyming pattern and give it a rhythm.

Fate isn't good at humor thing
Smile of her looks like a grin
Why am I? Why did it happen?
What did I do wrong?
Wish of death from inner noise
That was never been my choice
All that I can do now
Is to sing my song

The cold eternity, endless fear
The pain of memories is disappear
Mommy'll never comes to warm me
But I'm not lonely here

I stopped walking, neutral and just listening to my own song as I went on.

Pretty baby, little child
Come with me! I saw you smiled
Give me your little hand
We'll fly to the wonderland
I will show you candy castle
World without envy and hassles
Just believe me, I can't lie!
You're much smarter than your peers
Smarter than girls of your years
I afraid you know too much, my dear
I have to force you to keep quiet!

Landed in a trap and falling nether
I don't know what am I and what I did wrong
Anyway I swear I will put you back together,
But all that I can do now
It's to sing my lament song

They wanted me to be a kind of silent
But their ways to reach it was crazy violent
No one heard me
No one need the reality
Now my home's on this stage
All that you see is
The tomb of all my broken dreams
And now it wants revenge

Landed in a trap and falling nether
I don't know what am I and what I did wrong
Anyway I swear I will put you back together
But all that I can do now
Is to sing my lament song

Now you know all about my story
But I'm really very sorry
Rules dictates me that no one should
Try to raise a riot
We are just can't let you go
So don't be shy, join to the show
I'm afraid you know too much, my dear
I have to force you to keep quiet

Please... Don't hold it against us...
We don't want to hurt anyone...
You don't know what we've been through...  

I stared up at the sky, not knowing what to feel.... this is one of the first time I clear sang about the accident that changed me.... where did that come from?

I sighed and looked down, was I really missing who I was? that happened over 10 years ago, that part of my life before that seems and feels like a lie, like it wasn't really me and I was meant to be like this.

"please don't hold it against us? we don't want to hurt anyone? you don't know what we've been through...?" I whispered, I just couldn't understand myself what I was saying at times.... as if I was just a spectator to my own humming turned song.

and what lie? did they lie to me? did they lie for me to keep them safe?! they lied to me?!!

I sighed, trying to lock up the thoughts again...... but what if they lied to me?

it didn't make me as angry as normally a lie would, it was more like an inner pain of some sorts, inside my chest, I couldn't place it or practically not, I felt it once and only once...... betrayal.