𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 | jinji

end of time.

💌

to you,

being seatmates wasn't easy with you.

i never knew you could be so different from how i thought you were.

instead of prim and proper—you were overly obnoxious, especially with your friends, laughing here and there, a hilarious soul fully possessing your body.

that made me like you more though.

as disgustingly cheesy as it is.

every minor second, i can see everything that makes you smile, everything that makes you happy; i can see everything. from the way your eyes would close when you wanted to take a rest, to the way your eyes would squint to their smallest sizes whilst laughing.

you had the greatest laugh.

you seemed like the greatest person.

you're an amazing friend though.

i would sometimes even doubt that i like you as a guy and not just as a friend.

 i opened up to you about everything—exes, experiences, deep thoughts—even if it was only three days after we were put together.

i love you so much.

but right now, it's kind of starting to fade.

by the end of the year, i doubt i would still have feelings for you.

but that's how i planned it anyway—to never get seriously attached to you.

or will i?

somehow though, i still want to keep loving you, until the end of time.

xoxo, js