Today was the day and I was so nervous. The guys were driving me over to the set of the show. I was playing with Rain and Rider. "Your gonna see me on the TV. Isn't that exciting?" I asked Rain and Rider. They nod in excitement. "What's a TV?" Rider asks. "It's the thing where you guys watch your cartoons and where you see me, Kookie and your uncles on as well." I said. "Oh." They said. We get to the set and my nervousness got even bigger. "Okay Guys I'll see you in the crowd." I said. "You're gonna do great baby." Jungkook smiles kissing me. I kissed back and we pull away. "Come here baby." Jungkook said holding Rain. "Let's go Rider." Jungkook smiles picking up Rider as well. Then Taemin hugs me. "Good luck auntie Nikki." He said. I hug him and kiss his forehead. I hug all my members and walked off to the set. I talked to the directors and the founders of this show. I was getting my hair and makeup done. Then I was wearing the outfit that my mother and father liked very much.
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"Okay Guys let's get her on stage." The staff members said. I put on my ear piece and mic. I jumped around a little and sigh. I usually don't go so damn nervous but this is about my parents. This is about my hopes and sadness. "Now before we have Unit Orange come out to the stage, we would like to present to you, BTS's Golden Maknae, producer, rapper, dancer and idol, Nikki." The hosts said to the crowd and judges. The fans roar with cheers. I came out the stage as planned and started doing the act. There was a lyrical choreography to this snag and also an act. "I always wonder....why you had to go.... I always wonder if this is the end to the show... I always wonder this day and night I always wonder why you went into to the light... I always wonder why I played this role... I hope you know that I never meant to let go... You were the only ones I could run too when I felt horrified... You stayed up hugging me while I cried every night.... You always made sure that your baby was okay... I promise you that I didn't wanna go away.... I remember staying up at night.... Remembering when I kissed you goodbye.... But knowing you won't stay with me anymore.... Made me scared and cry even more...." I sang the verses stunning the crowd. I could see the guys crying and my siblings who were here as well crying. I kept singing until I took a pause before the high note and panted as I heard the crowds chant my name. "Eomma, Appa, do you forgive me?" I said making the crowd gasp and surprised. I then hit the high note and the crowd cheers. I cried during the performance. Then when I finished, I had to pose with my hand heart in the air and a picture of me and my parents on the screen board. I pouted and was about to cry as I looked at the picture. The crowed roared with cheers and applause. I smile and bow with tears in my eyes. The hosts come out and hug me. I hug them back. "This song must be really important to you." They said. I nod and sigh. "This song is real. It's my life. I'm asking my parents for forgiveness of not combing back home and being with them for the last moments of their life which I didn't know." I said. "And I want to thank The Unit for letting perform on their show because y siblings are actually on this show and this is my first time seeing them after my mom and dad passed away. It's also my first time opening up to them as telling them how I feel. So to all of my siblings who are here and watching, I love you so much and I'm sorry for not coming to help you guys get through this as well." I said looking at them in the crowd and everyone cheers and applause. "Thank you so much for coming. Well we want to congratulate you and want you to know that we love you so much. More than an amazingly huge amount of people love you and your members for what you guys do." They said. I smile and hug them. Then I ran backstage as my earpiece told me it was time for the performance of Unit Orange which is my brothers team. I smile as I see them run up to the stage.
(Pretend the boy with the green shirt (Jun) is Taeyong. The one next to him with the grey hair is Nick, the one with the red hair is Zach and the one that's first in line and has the black choker is Nick. The rest are their friends) Everyone stood up and applauded for them. I did too. They made a whole lot of people cry. Now they have to go backstage and get the results. They won! Me and my members cheered so loudly that our cheers stood out of from the crowd. Then we went backstage and I run over to my parents. I hug all of them as they ran into my arms. "You all did great!" I smile. "Thank you." They all smile. I noticed that they were crying. "Hey don't cry guys. We have each other now okay. Everything will be okay." I said as I pulled them into a hug. The rest of the day we all hung out and ate at a restaurant then we went to the dorm and talked. They left and me and the guys spend time together in the living room. "You did good baby." Jin said kissing my forehead. I smile and sigh. "I just hope that they forgive me." I said fidgeting with Jungkook's buttoned shirt. He pulls me closer to him and cuddles me. "They did baby." Jungkook smiles.
