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Ughhh I feel like I'm draining y'all , but this is the only way I can vent. Man, I feel like I've been taking L after L after L after L, it's draining me like a mf. Like, have y'all ever wanted cry so bad but the tears never come out? Have y'all ever felt like y'all wanted get your lives together, but don't think you have the capability to do so? It's painful, I've been trying to at least fake the happiness and go with the flow, but uhm .... It's just not working. The pretending, the joke telling, the hair whipping, the picture taking, it's just not working. I've tried dating, I've tried working, (which I still am), I've tried EVERYTHING I can think of, but I can't for the life of me, Get life right.  I'm considering visiting the dr to get medically diagnosed with depression, or maybe even if that's what I'm dealing with. I may be misdiagnosing myself , but who knows. Anyways how have you guys been? I'm always venting to you guys, and never ask about y'all ....

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