Daily Struggles Of Sis

I'm Backkkkk!

I found myself taking a BREAK from it all. I've been doing yt videos, basically expressing myself and Shit which, if y'all scroll past my pic you can watch my whole "Scammed out of my nudes." Story.

I officially have NO dating life . I am no longer looking for love, my main priority has been dieting (Keto), and making more money . Men are no longer my concern. If you read my last chapter of my story , then shidd I might as well give you an update .

99.9% of them wasn't Shit . They straight just wanted to smash and the moment I told them I was a virgin, and made that Shit clear ,they stop socializing with me.... and on top of that , one of them had a whole girlfriend.... It fucked me up mentally because I started thinking that maybe if I were to lose weight, a mf would want to date me.

Then I realized that, at the end of the day it isn't necessarily that , it just these dudes ain't shit. They lust over big girls , but never want to appreciate us... which is fucked up. Like I'm good enough for you to fuck, but not to date!?! Make it make sense!! I don't know about y'all , but I'm just over it. I'm no longer seeking affection, or love. (Which I think me having depression plays a MAJOR role in it.) I am no longer seeking approval from a man, on what I should wear and how I should look. At this point I am focused on my future, and myself. Love may come later on for me, or hell it may never come .... Either way I'm good.

Anyways I want to thank you all for the reads , I'm actually shocked by the reads , honestly I've just been venting to y'all 😭😭😭 y'all have been like virtual counselors to me. I love y'all and I am about to drop some pics of me ♥️😘