Daily Struggles Of Sis

Life As We Speak.

Hey, ya'll. I'm sorry I have been so inconsistent life has been pulling me everywhere. I have so much to catch you all up on so I am gonna divide it.

Boys: (Well Men not boys, I am not the female R.Kelly. Shit, when my mind tells me no my body does too. *inserts shaking my head emoji* Anyways.....

Chocolate Drop: 5'8, (Tall enough for me I am 5'0), New Yorker, Sexy ass voice, Got a lil bit of muscle, but can possibly handle my fat ass. 24, And smile is beautiful as can be.

Pros:

cute

funny

woke

educated

into anime

has pretty (big) penis

clear skin

sexy ass accent.

Cons:

A terrible texter.

Never calls.

Barely knows anything about me.

I feel like he lowkey only talks to me to get his rocks off, which is A MAJOR no no.

Overall feeling: I can't fuck with him. He isn't the one for me. I've tried and tried to keep in touch with him, but I guess he just wanna use me to get his lil dick hard, which is why I left it alone. I can't fuck with a man who is not fucking with me. I am looking for a physical and mental connection.

Ole Boy: Cute, funny, compatible with me astrologically too. He is 6'1, charming, has a mocha complexion. Hasn't sent me a dick pic.

Pros:

Kind

Sweet

Real

Great with advice

Cons: He always wanna meet at my house.

Overall : Nah. We gotta date first.

TB: Cute . Kinda I am just testing the waters tbh.

Mental:

I have been up and down. I finally went to talk to my REAL counselor , she prescribed me some sleep medicine, Depression, and anxiety medicine. I go back to see her April 17th. The medicine works but it made me go to the restroom ALOT and made me gain weight. I still have issues paying attention as well.

prt 2 will be coming SOON got work tea.