Save Me

Prologue

*trigger warning*

THIS STORY IS NOT EASY TO READ. IT HAS FICTITIOUS ELEMENTS AS WELL AS ELEMENTS I'VE LIVED THROUGH. AVA'S ACTIONS AND VIEWS MAY NOT REFLECT YOUR OWN. BUT I ASK YOU TO RESPECT IT OR DON'T READ. THERE IS A LOVE STORY WRAPPED IN AND THIS WILL BE THE FIRST BOOK OF A THREE PART SERIES AS AVA'S STORY IS STILL BEING WRITTEN...

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

Ava:

Here I was.

Bleeding again.

Hurting again.

Still living in the filth that is my life.

He promised to always be there and protect me, yet I find him with her.

He saved me yet so easily he was able to let go and throw me to the pit of sorrow.

The pain within my heart was completely numb now, for the heart he held was completely shattered. He managed to destroy and strip the last bit of hope I held to continue living in this painful world.

The cold razor felt so cold in my hand it helped create the cuts that decorated my wrist all the way up to my forearm. Though it felt painful it also felt...good. I wanted to feel it again I wanted to feel in control of the pain the shiny razor gave me as it slid through my skin and blood trickled down.

"Just one more cut"

I put the razor up to my already scarred wrist, I take a breath in and I push it down hard.

Blood, so much blood.

I didn't realize how deep I cut until I see the amount of blood dripping down like a sea of red.

Good, I thought.

I laid down on the tiled floor and took a slow agonizing breath, ready to face the fate I knew awaited me. I soon wouldn't feel the agonizing torture my mind put me through, I soon wouldn't feel the painful memories, I soon wouldn't feel the electricity his touch sent through my body, I soon wouldn't feel the painful cuts he added to my heart along with many other people in my life.

I was ready.

As soon as my eyes felt heavy and my breathing felt labored. I heard the banging of the door and the turning of the locked knob.

"Ava! Let me in!"

Pain.

"Ava! I can explain! Please open this door!"

Tired.

"AVA! Step back I'm kicking this door down!"

The door shot open with a huge thud.

I saw his tall figure run towards me.

"AVA! OH MY GOD!"

Regret.