I don't know if I'm good enough to keep writing..
I'm not loosing my dedication (maybe a little) it's just, I need inspiration and motivation. I feel like I'm writing and I don't put too much effort? Or like I feel insecure towards it, like I'm not good enough and, I know I'm not supposed to feel that way like I shouldn't compare myself to others. But I just feel like I am. And I couldn't help but to feel insecure towards it. But I'm trying to get pass it. I know I shouldn't feel this way and I'm not trying to encourage anyone to feel that way. You are your own person. Everyone's unique in their own little way.
I'm getting confused at the storyline and I'm kinda trying to remember it and I'm trying to improve even just a little. Thank goodness I can listen to music while writing. But sometimes it's kinda hard writing using my phone. It feels better using the computer or the laptop but my laptop is, I dunno, I know it's not working and I'm kinda broke to fix it and yeah.
How are you guys? If there are people who actually read this. BWAHAHAHAHA! I bet there's none.
TRENCH IS OUT! PLEASE CHECK IT OUT! TWENTY ØNE PILØTS IS FREAKING AMAZING BEECHES!
(no promotion intended, I think?)
I freaking hate my pimples. Like I'm fuqing washing my face every freaking day and still they're there? And what's worse? It's inside my freaking nose. It's in my left nostril. And it fuqing hurts like hell. Ugh.
Okay this feels like I'm just saying anything. Well this is a rant book I made out of nowhere. Hahaha. Which is weird buy who cares! We're all trash anyway! (No hard feelings) but you guys are fabulous trash. Yah guyz so FAABULOUS!!!
I'm such a weirdo.
I'm so crazy.
I'm such a wild animal.
I'm an alien.
Didn't know that did ya?
Well ya know!
~clover
