june 11, 2013
1:00 am
dear ashton,
please forgive me, for i am so sorry it had to end like this.
i feel terrible because i know the heartache you're gonna feel after this. i'm just so fucking sorry, i always put you through so much shit. i'm just a shitty person.
i'm writing this at the cliff, you know, the beautiful one? it's even better at nighttime. so beautiful, but not as beautiful as you.
i just think this is a good place to end it, you know? i don't want to die in a crappy hospital hooked up to a bunch of weird machines that freak me out. i'd rather die in a place i feel happy in, and this is that place.
it's a thursday. our night.
i left something there, at the swings. i really hope you find it.
i always thought i would be scared when i was about to die.
but right now, i've never felt more alive.
forever,
venus
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PUT DOWN YOUR PITCHFORKS AND TORCHES ITS NOT OVER
THEre's like one more chapter left
and i might upload it tonight i dunno
but i can't believe this hit 2k. just wow. I remember getting so excited when it hit ten reads. and the fact people actually read this and enjoy it blows my mind. i love you all :)
BUT BE PREPARED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER K
ill be sitting in a corner when i upload it bc you guys are gonna like hate me or something
AND IM SO FREAKIN EXCITED FOR THE SEQUEL. ANYONE EKSE? I HAVE IT ALL PLANNED OUT AND I HONESLTY THINK ITS AMAZING. ITS GONNA BE LONGER THAN VENUS BC I DUNNO IT JUST IS. OKAY BYE MY LITTLE HOMOSEXUALS I LOVE YOU
YOU ARE READING
venus || ashton irwin
Fanfiction"you are the stars and the sun and the moon and the clouds but you are also the rain and the thunder and the lightning." a story in which a girl writes letters she will never send to a boy she could never love. [book one in the solar series]
