i can't and i won't

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I recommend listening to love yourself by justin bieber

Taehyung Pov
"Answer me taehyung" bae-hyung said sternly

Well maybe giving love another try won't hurt and I feel that he is different from that fuckboi

Shall I say yes?

"Yes" I exclaimed

"W-wait w-wha-what??!!" He jumped

"I said yes, I will be your boyfriend" I smiled at him sweetly

Guess one more time won't hurt

"Ohhh tae you don't know how happy I am right now" he leant back and started crying with happiness.

"Shhhhh...Bae it's okay. I know even I cannot believe it" I patted his back

"You don't know tae for how long I was willing to tell you this. I am so happy right now that I cannot even imagine." He exclaimed.

"Well I also fell for you" I looked down fidgeting with my fingers. I was embarrassed.

"Don't worry tae. I love you and will always love you only no matter what happens" he cupped my cheeks.

"I-i love.......You too bae" I shyly said.

It's been a long time since I said I love you to someone

Baekhyun Pov
You won't be shocked if I say that I am running around the whole park and exclaiming " I love you Kim taehyung"

I looked over to the other boy who was sitting on the bench, giggling at my actions. He is just too pretty for me......Oh who am I kidding? He is just perfect for me

I love you tae

I walked over to the boy and cupped his cheeks. I went forward towards his face. His face became the color of crimson red. I could tell he was nervous or blushing, maybe he knew that I was gonna kiss him.

I leant towards him closing my eyes to feel his lips over mine......Ohhh I waited for this for a long time.

I waited for the kiss but someone stopped me by putting a hand over to my lips.

"Tae??"

"What's wrong baby?!" I asked confusingly

"Are you scared?" I asked with a concerned face.

Taehyung Pov
I was sitting on the bench seeing bae running around and shouting my name and saying I love you to me. I laughed too hard at that site

He is too cute

I stopped laughing once he came near me. I gulped and started thinking what was bae gonna do.

Until he leaned over to me waiting for me to kiss him, eyes closed and lips already twitching to kiss me.

But as he was gonna kiss me. I placed my hand over his lips.

I-i...... Can't
I want to but......But I won't

Wanna know why? Because maybe I am not ready but also because maybe I fear I still have feeling for jungkook

I know I said I will be bae's boyfriend but I need time okay?!

I am just not ready for the kiss.

Just hope that I forget jungkook.

Baekhyun doesn't deserve a guy like me.
He is too loving and beautiful to be cheated.

I wanna determine myself and make my mind that I love baekhyun.....Only baekhyun.

Yes I will show him I love him.

"Tae?"
"What's wrong baby?!" He asked with a concerned look.

Baby.....Those words

Well stop taehyung!!
Just focus on bae.
You only love him
And you've been waiting for the day

"Are you scared?" He was now worried.

"I-i just needed time for you know" I said a little bit uncomfortable

"It's okay tae, if you don't wanna do it right now we won't do it okay?!" He seemed a bit sad to me

Okay what the actual fuck taehyung?
Your lover is standing right beside you and you're making him upset?!

He only asked for a kissed and of course he would, he is your boyfriend

Don't you get that?
Now shove this reality and kiss him before that fuckboy's thoughts start pounding you.

Kiss him tae!!

"No wait!" I yelled

He turned his face and as he turned his face i kissed him. Yes i finally kissed him
But to be honest, the kissed wasn't much appealing to me. Why?

Because i was craving for someone else's lips. Which i should not. He was surprised a bit but kissed me bsck gently.

We broke apart after 8 seconds.
I said" i love you bae"
"I love you too tae" he pecked my cheek.

I kissed baekhyun!!

Why does it seem to be so surprising to me. He is my boyfriend right??!!

But why was i missing jungkook's lips when kissing bae?

I hate this park. I wish i woukd have never come here with jungkook or baekhyun.

Now i am battling with my heart and my instincts.

I wish someone.......someone could show me the path

"Tae baby let's go home. It's getting dark" he smiled as he reached out for my hand.

As i got up i tripped on a stone. And was about to fall but bae got me. My eyes met with his beautiful ones and we stared immensely at each other.

Maybe god showed me the path.
Maybe i should forget jungkook and move om with baekhyun.































It will be hard to forget you jungkook but i will and i will find my ways and who knows bae can help me in it?

"Be careful, uhhh you are so clumsy babe" he placed me back on the ground.

I knew he loved me and i knew i loved him.
























Hey guys,
I released two chapters.
*Pat myself on the back*


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