best mistake

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Taehyung Pov

I started panicking because of my phobia of dark and packed places

I started running around in the lift, trying to catch my breath.

I suddenly felt no control to myself and started banging the lift door for help.

"Help! Someone help! Please" i banged the door as i was banging. Warm hands snaked around my waist. I tried to push a little but felt calming at the sudden warmth and stopped pushing him.

I was still a bit panicked, so he took me and sat on the lift's floor.
He had his arms around my waist and it quiet felt comfortable. Bae also used to do it when i got panicked in tight places

Bae's hands felt cold unlike jungkook's. His touch was warm not like before........not like from the past
More gentle, more warm and more loving
I would die to stay in his arms.
But..........what's done is done

Anyways, i was still panicking as i felt breath run out of my lungs.

He caressed my back
"J-jungkook.......... i am...........gonna die" i cried
"Shhhh......baby i am here for you"
Baby that word did miracles itself
I suddenly felt my heart stop.....not because of lack of breath but because of this nickname
I know bae calls me this but it's different from jungkook you know
It is calming.....
I calmed down a bit

"Okay first of all stop crying" he ordered sweetly.
I wiped the tears from my cheek
"Good!" He smiled gently.
Ahh......his smile.......his bunny teeth did wonders.
I could feel my heart beat icrease rapidly.....you know like horses racing

Everything he was doing was calming and filled with warmth......not like before........not cold......not unlovable
I loved the feeling.

Jungkook stop it otherwise i will loose myself......
I will break the promise i made to baekhyun
I am scared to fall in love with you again.
Even though i know i want to
But stop

But all i needed right now was his touch. So i let it be for a moment

"Now take deep breathes."
I started taking deep breaths.......i looked at him staring me.
I gulped but then he broke off his stare

"Okay now sleep" he said
"Okay but.......sing me a song" i asked shyly. I liked listening to calm songs when i have a panic attack.
He started humming a song.
His voice........

I was thinking but fell half-asleep
When i was dizzy i heard him talk something for too long. I only heard him sniff but i was too dizzy to wipe his tears.

But then i felt a soft thing touch my lips. I couldn't make out what it was because i wasn't that much conscious.

But whatever it was it fell soothing.
Then the next thing i feel is someone hugging me tightly.
I placed my head forward in his chest.
I listened to his heart beat.
His heartbeat......

I only slept after that
And even if i am disappointed with myself, i could say this was the best sleep i have had for the past few months.
I have slept with baekhyun........not like the double meaning one but only slept with him but i used to get uncomfortable around him

At this time i never wanted this person to leave my side. I wanted to hug him like a koala.

After a few moments, i was woken up by a slight shrug.
I opened my eyes only to meet an etheral beauty and his face above me
I got too melted at that situation that i stared at him for too long...... I even forgot to blink.
After a couple of minutes i broke the stare with pink cheeks and looked at our position
My head on his chest, we both laying down on the floor, his bsck supporting the wall, our legs intertwined together and my hand placed at his chest.

Wait?!
Did we sleep like that?!
Omo!!!!

I widened my eyes and got up from the awkward position

I suddenly felt my lips wet. I touched them, they were soft
I widened my eyes recalling the moment

Oh
My
God!!!!
Did-did w-we kiss?!
So THAT was the soft thing i felt on my lips when i was unconscious

I don't know.......but you know sometimes i cannot understand my hormones.
And because of hormonal pressure i yelled at him
"Did you kiss me?!" I yelled at him
"I see........you fucktard!" I slapped him
I sighed and yelled again
"I hate you!"
As i was about to go........*sigh* another hormonal change

" Thank you for taking care at me at that time.......but i don't need you" i said sadly and went off towards the entrance

I regretted...........regretted shouting and slapping
Tears started rolling out of my eyes.

I am sorry.......i didn't mean to slap you
I-i......kind of liked the kiss
But i don't know why i slapped you.
I am sorry.......i wish i could apologise to you


And know one more thing.......
Even if you are a mistake jungkook
But.....
Still you are the best mistake i have ever done

I said and trolled off towards my house.

Anneo guys
Short chapter but i am satisfied by myself.
I wrote this chapter fast as someone asked me to update soon
(I guess the person might have guessed;))
And thank you for giving me loads of love

I will update tommorow again

I really wanna complete this story.

Bye guys, see ya
Borahae
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