Ghost Of You•• Sweet Pea {COMPLETED}

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Sweet Pea's POV
"She's finally sleeping." I walked out into our living room full of our friends they all looked at me with the same mad face.
"You got off easy, for now Sweet Pea. I can't believe she has to be here with you. After the shit you pulled last night!" Toni yelled quietly at me
"Listen you guys. I Am so sorry for what I did yesterday. It was stupid of me. I feel like such a piece of shit about everything. I never want her to hurt like that again. I promise I will never leave her side. And if I do it will only be for work. I want to tell her but like the doctor said it's not the right time. Maybe one day but not now." They all just sat there shaking their heads at me
"You disgust me Pea." Fangs stood up and walked out. My best friend hated me and so did all of our friends.

Julia's POV
I sat in my bed listening to my friends yell at sweet pea. I wanted to know what happened and why they were all so mad at him. I couldn't help but shake the feeling something bad happened.
I laid my head on my pillow placing my arm underneath of it. I felt something, grabbed it and pulled it out. It was a diary. Maybe it will jog my memories.

August 27 2018
I don't know why but I think sweet pea is hiding something from me. He leaves in the middle of the night and comes home early in the morning. I am worried I am not enough for him. I am just a burden.

August 29 2018

I followed him tonight and saw him with her. I don't know her name but I knew what they were going to do. But can I really be mad or upset? We aren't official. He can sleep with whoever he wants.

September 5th 2018
Sweet pea kisses me today. I am so confused on why he did when he is sleeping with someone else.

September 17 2018
I asked him if he was seeing anyone else and he lied and said no. I will follow him again tonight and if he ends up at the same place that I know she mean something to him.

September 18, 2018
Sweet pea came home around four in the morning I got up took a shower made myself breakfast and wait for him to get back. When he finally arrived at the house I couldn't help but notice something different about him. He keeps keeping things from me I am not happy about it. But like I said before and I can't really be mad if we aren't even real.

October 20, 2018
Well last night was weird Me and P drank too much I didn't know what to do I didn't want to ask him about her but I didn't want to keep it to myself but I kept to myself. We slept together and I love him I just wish you tell me the truth sweet pea.
I went past seven pages skipping up until November

November 25, 2018
Sweet pea asked me out on a date and I said yes I've noticed he's cut down On going out in the middle of the night and coming home really early in the morning I think he ended things with her because you would never ask me out if you want to be with somebody else. I hope things work out for the best for me and him.

November 27 2018
I saw her. I saw the girl he has been sleeping with. I'm upset. Angry. I have so many emotions. Sweet pea told me last night he wants me to be his one and only. But how am I suppose to believe that he wants us together if he is sleeping with another girl. I picked up his phone while he was in the bathroom and saw his messages, they were meeting for drink at a bar in town so I followed them. They looked happy. I don't know what to do. If he doesn't talk to me after our date then I will bring it up.

I sat in my bed completely in shock. Sweet Pea acted like he loved me so much. But he was sleeping with someone else. I fought back the tears in my eyes.
"Julia?" Sweet pea walked into my room I quickly laid down pretending to be asleep. I felt his hand move hair out of my face and fix my blanket.
"I love you so much julz. I'll never do anything to hurt you." He said kissing my head and leaving my room. I sat up and laughed
"Yeah except lie to me asshole." I took two steps to get to my wheel chair and stared to pack my things. I didn't want to be in the same house as someone who would lie to me. I can't believe out of all of the people in my life sweet pea would lie to me. I was disgusted with my self for letting this go one for the last three month.

I opened my bed room door and Sweet pea was sleeping on the sofa. I quietly made it out of the front door and into the van. I needed to get away from pea. I don't know where I am gonna go but I did not want to stay here.

Sweet Pea's POV
I woke up on the sofa in the morning not remembering falling asleep.
"Julia are you hungry?" I walked into her room and she was gone. Along with half of her things. My heart started to race and I didn't know what to do. I looked around her room and she took her clothes,phone And all of her valuable items.
I grabbed my phone and called the first person I could think of.
"Is she with you. Please tell me she is with you." I pleaded on the phone.
"Yes she is with me. She knows about Stacy." My face dropped. "How did she?" I was confused
"Her journal. She's known for months but never said anything. She kept it all in her journal. She doesn't want to be around you right now. I think it's for the best. I'm sorry pea." I nodded my head at his words.
"Thanks for taking cake of her fangs." I said before hanging up.

Julia's POV
"Was he upset." I put my head down on fangs kitchen table knowing the answer. "Yeah he was but I think you did the right thing. You gotta do what's best for you." He patted me on the shoulder. "Your right. I just can't believe he would do this. The whole time I was MIA he didn't even look at another girl. And now he has me back and he freaking sleeps with someone else?! How could he do that to me Fangs. What did I do wrong." I put my hands up in defeat.
"Nothing you did nothing. Now go get ready you have physical therapy in an hour." I nodded my head and went to get ready.

It's been weeks since me and sweet pea last talked. I didn't want to be broken but he was the one who broke me. I had to pick myself back up and realize what I needed and what really mattered.
"Hey J!" I looked up from the floor in my physical therapy room. "Dom it's always a pleasure to see you" the boy with blond hair and blue eyes came walking over sitting himself down next to me.
"How much longer do you have of physical therapy your leg looks pretty strong?" I nodded to his right leg.
Dom battled with cancer causing himself to lose one legs and lose some nerve cells in the other. He's been coming to physical therapy for the last year and half to build up the muscle in his leg.
"Tomorrow I'm out!" He held his hands up cheering "that's awesome! Although I am gonna miss your face every other day." I frowned as I stretched my legs.
"If you agree to go get coffee with me you won't have to miss my face?" I looked up at him. "Dominic Demarco. Are you asking me out?" I laughed at him "is that a yes?" He smiled at me and I nodded my head. "Yes that would be lovely."