Bitter Sweet • Solby

☠ Chapter two ☠

(What Sam's bedroom looks like^)
Sam's p.o.v
I sit on my computer, scrolling through Instagram.
Colby knows I have Instagram.
He just doesn't let me post anything which sucks.
So, I scroll through edits and stuff like that.
I loved my bedroom.
It's the safest place for me in the house.
I had decorated it when I first moved in; before Colby was abusive.
He sometimes terrified me.
Sometimes I felt like ending it all.
But, I know that
There's a lot of people who care about me, I just don't know it.

School, is a whole different story. After that thing at lunch, I ran out of the cafeteria. I didn't cry, my eyes just sweat.

Colby has to love me, right? Because why Is he still holding on to me?

Just because he tries to get into every girls pants, that doesn't mean he doesn't love me, right?

I sigh and shut my laptop. I lay down and admire the ceiling. I just wanted to mute Colby sometimes.

Just like now. I hear moans and bangs come from his bedroom. I don't know who he brought home. He could've brought a guy over for all I know.

Tears start to well up in my eyes as I turn over to face the wall. By the time I was almost asleep, I hear the noises stop, then a giggle. Whoever was here had left Colbys bedroom, because  I heard them go down the stairs, and the door opening.

I close my eyes tightly just wanting to sleep.

I hear my bedroom door creek open. I'm hoping if I open my eyes, he won't notice since I'm facing the wall. I'm still very much awake. I've never in my whole time dating or living with him stayed up this late. He was probably coming in here to hit me for all I know. But, he's never done it while I slept.

What happened next, I didn't expect.

I feel the bed dip, then an arm is placed over my waist.

"I love you" comes out as a whisper from his lips. I couldn't help but feel my face heat up.