Musical Crap and stuff

a oneshot

A oneshot but it's not from a musical
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Emilia's P.O.V.

     Hi my name is Emilia Rain. I was born with no emotions. Pretty dull right? I don't care. Actually I can't care. People dont like me, or so they've told me. I want to say I feel bad but I don't. I've been told all my life, "Don't lie to people it's not right." I've been told this along with other things such as, "NO you can not kill people." We were watching a movie it was a genuine question. "Do not say bitch." "That hurts people's feelings."

     I don't know any better. My father died last week. Everyone was sad or crying. I was told to stay away so people wouldn't get upset.

     I didn't understand. A lot of people die each day. Why not grieve over them also.

     I read. Reading about emotions sometimes makes me feel like I have them. I should be sad. But I'm not. There's no way. I feel nothing. There's no way for me too. Nothing I can do but die. I'm not saying I want to. I'm just saying it would help. I don't care either way. According to most I'm a waste of space.

     One last game of tic-tac-toe. With who you ask? Myself. On my arm I try to tie the game on purpose. I mostly end up winning on accident. It's confusing.

     I tied. Wow. At least something right happened.

     Well goodbye I guess.
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I got bored. Ok peace.